Live Life to the Fullest

pananaw

2011-11-23T21:43:00.003+08:00

nalalapit na ang zambapalooza, parang ang bilis ng panahon. kaso..............................

nandun sila derick
pupunta ang marilag crew including jundi.

napapaisip tuloy ako. wala naman ako magagawa. ayoko masira araw ko.

ewan ko, tuwing nakakabalita ako na may chinichix si derick na babaeng my boyfriend parang naaasar ako na ewan. lalo na ngayon na nakakabastos ang ginawa niya sakin. may mga senaryo na makakausap o makakasama ko tong taong to. ang tanging hiling ko lang respetuhin naman ako at ang girlfriend ko. bilang lalake, parang nakakawala ng pride. parang nahahayaan ko ganun ganunin lang ng mga tao ang girlfriend ko. lumalabas na parang wala akong kakayahan na patigilin mga tao sa ganun.

kay jundi naman. pinapaalala ng pagkatao nya ang pagiging mahina ko. pagiging wala kong kwentang lalake. pag nakikita ko sya hindi ko talaga makalimutan yung mga nangyari dati. mga senaryong naka sikreto. mga maling kwento at maling pag rarason. pinapaalala nito ang naudlot na magandang pagsasamahan nilang dalawa. hindi ko alam paano aalisin. parang ipinararamdam niya na kung hindi dahil sa kanya hindi magiging kami, na sya ang nagparaya para maging maayos kami ng girlfriend ko. ipinapaalala nya sakin lagi na kayang kaya ako ng mga tao sa likod ko. at nangangambang gagawin nya ulit iyon.

sa tuwing aalis at nandyan sila, nagmumukha ang over protective. pero hindi rin naman kayang makitang lalapitan nila ang girlfriend ko pag wala ako sa paligid. siguradong gagalaw ang mga yan pag wala ako.

pasensya na kung naiisip ko to.

yun lang.

un lang

2011-09-30T12:53:00.001+08:00

HINDI AKO DESERVING UN LANG.

naman

2011-09-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

cge pabigat na ko. ako na ung hindi makaintindi. ako na hindi wise. ako na nag eenjoy sa nonsense na usapan. kami na ng tropa ko. wala din akong kwentang boyfriend. ok naman ako hindi lang matalino. puro feelings. walang isip. sige itatry ko dati kong sarili. ung puro isip. baka ma enjoy ko uli ung tinaboy kong sarili ko eh. baka sakaling mas magustuhan ako sa pagiging careful ko sa lahat ng bagay na hindi ko nakikita ang bigger picture. totoo naman eh. madrama ako. emo. lahat na? mabait lang naman ako. un lang. sunod nun wala na. di bale madami dyan matalino. tingin ko ndi ako deserving sa mundo mo. hindi ko na kaya kasi yung dati kong sarili na katulad ng iba. pero baka sakali magbago pa pag binalik ko un. un nga lang opposite ng makikita niyo sakin ngayon. kilala ko naman sarili ko eh. ung positive ko negative. ung negative ko un ung positive. wala nang lalala pa siguro sakin. sabagay totoo. non sense akong tao. nasasa inyo na lang kung anu mas prefer nyo. lalo na sa mga nakakakilala sakin.

Goldfinger - I Need To Know (with lyrics)

2011-09-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

I run away cause I'm
scared that you might leave
there's nothing wrong
but that's not what I believe
just tell me it's alright
and tell me I'm okay
and tell me that you're
staying here tonight

I feel stupid saying
words you've heard before
the way I feel today
is all I know for sure
and if I scare you
I'm only scaring me
I've got so much to say
why won't you speak with me
I need to know

what you're feeling
do you feel like I do
let's talk about everything
I want to share my life with you
and tell me that you feel
the way I feel with you
and tell me that
you love me like I do

you're in my life
well I want to be sure
I'm not wasting time
I've been through this before

anung drama?

2011-09-01T00:17:00.003+08:00

napaka unforgivable nang ginawa ko.
hanggang ngayon mapanlait pa rin ako.
wag nyo ko gayahin.
wag nyo ko tularan.

masama akong tao.
wala akong sinasabing masama.
hindi rin ako nakaka gets ng mga bagay bagay.
tipong "wag kang lalapit sakin kasi lalaitin kita".

wala ng magandang lalabas sa bibig ko kahit anu pa sabihin ko.
kahit maganda sabihin ko wag ng paniwalaan.
wala ng maririnig sa bibig ko kundi lait.
kaya wag na kayong dumikit.

drama? walang drama dito,
eto yung totoo.
kanino ba ko maniniwala?
syempre sa mga taong nagsasabi nun.

sa sarili ko lang sinasabi mga kagandahan ng lahat.
kaya siguro hindi ako nag excel sa pagiging artist.
dahil pangit lahat sa paningin ko.

walang drama dito.
totoo to.
wag ka nang magsalita pa pugko.
lahat ng sabihin mo eh hindi totoo.

alam mo na ngang hindi dapat ganun.
pero anung ginagawa mo ganun pa din.
wag ka na rin maniwala sa sarili mo pugko.
niloloko ka lang ng sarili mo.

anung drama dito? wag ka magdrama.
lolokohin mo lang sarili mo.
at sa pagloko mo sa sarili mo pati lahat niloloko mo na.
hindi ka rin gusto ng mga tao sa paligid mo.

akala mo lang gusto ka nila.
pero sa loob loob nila gago ka sa paningin nila.
ayun lang?
wala din makaka intindi nito kundi ang gago mong pagkatao.

nostalgic

2011-08-16T15:40:00.002+08:00

ang nakaraan (nostalgia)

hindi ko alam na mas gago pa ako sa gago.
mas impokrito pa ko sa impokrito.
mas kupal pa ako sa kupal.
mas tarantado pa sa tarantado.

hindi mo deserve mga narinig mo sakin noon.
nakakahiya.
hindi talaga dapat.
nagkaroon ako ng sarili kong mundo ng hindi ko alam.
kinain ko lahat ng sinabi ko.
hindi dapat ganun.

NAHIHIYA AKO HINDI LANG SAYO. PATI SA LAHAT

ako mismo lumikha ng multo ko.
ako mismo lumikha ng ikalalayo mo.

pero mas lalo kong napatunayan na mahal kita dahil sa mga bagay na pinalinaw mo sakin.
pasensya na sa ka weirduhan.

madami pala ako pagkukulang noon ng hindi ko namamalayan.

5 months

2011-08-12T13:30:00.004+08:00

limang buwan. malamang sa inyo, parang maaga pa, konti pa, ilang buwan pa lang. pero para sakin, parang antagal na. nakakatuwa na ganito nararamdaman ko. madami na nang yari sa loob ng limang buwan na naging kasintahan kita.

ANU BA ANG NANGYARE BAKIT NGA BA KAMI NAGKATULUYAN?

gusto ko lang sariwain ung mga panahong nakilala kita hanggang sa oras na tinanggap mo ang alok kong maging kasintahan, girlfriend, partner kita. mga dati kong gawain, bisyo, at kung anu anu pa bago pa kita makilala. alam kong masamang mag kumpara, pero sasariwain ko din bakit iba ka sa kanila.

HETO ANG STORYA KO

parang kailan lang, mga panahong nasa expo ako kasama ang iba't ibang grupo. andami nangyaring wala. hindi ko maipagkakaila na inisip ko noon na ganun na lang ang mangyayare sakin, trabaho, skateboard, inom dito inom doon, tulog dito tulog doon, road trip dito road trip doon, suka dito suka doon, chiks dito chikas doon. ang saya. andaming bagay na masarap isa ala ala kahit walang kwenta.

October 8, isang ordinaryong gabi na walang sensyales na magpapabago ng lahat. isang gabing na parang normal at panandalian, ngunit ito pa la ang magpapakita sayo ng aking kinabukasan. ayon, nagpunta ako sa cubao expo, na kung saan ako nag iinom, nakikipag usap, tumatambay, at kung anu pa. oo hindi ko ikakaila na nagulat ako sa mga nangyari, hindi inaasahan na makakakita ako ng ka-batch ko ng HIGH SCHOOL. oo nagpakilala naman kami sa isa,t isa. hindi ko masyado binigyang pansin ang gabing iyon dahil iniisip ko, isa lang to sa mga nakilala ko na mawawala din agad.

Diane Isabel Selvido. yan ang aking GIRLFRIEND ngayon. sya ang isa sa mga HIGH SCHOOL batch na nakilala ko nung gabing yon. oo parang wala lang nung mga panahong yon. lumipas ang mga oras, araw, buwan. hindi ko naman inaasahan na makakasama ko uli sya at makaka kwentuhan. lalo na ng ikwento nya ang kapirasong storya tungkol sa personal nyang buhay. sa kwentuhan na yon ay natuwa na ko sa kanya, hindi lang sa storya nya, sa iniisip nya, kundi kung anu ang napag daanan nya. ayokong magyabang o makisabay, pero nagdaan din ako sa ganun.

hindi ko maikakaila, at impokrito na ko pero nagiba ang tingin ko sa kanya kumpara nung HIGH SCHOOL kami. gumanda sya, dalaga, matalino, marunong gumamit ng utak. pero nung panahon na iyon, may kulang sa kanya. parang hindi nya alam kung anu talaga ang gusto nya sa buhay. hindi sya mayabang, ni hindi nya pinagmalaki ang eskwelahan nya at ang kursong pinapasukan nya. oo, nagagandahan ako sa kanya, sabihin na natin crush ko sya sa physical appearance. pero hindi ko pa naman sya nakikilala ng lubusan noon eh. at naisip ko rin na makikilala ko rin naman kung sino sya sa takdang panahon.

pero mabilis ang mga pangyayari, sa bilis ng yon ndi ko napansin na andaming beses na naming umalis, ng kasama ang barkada at ng dalawa lang kami. inom, yosi, tawanan, asaran, kwentuhan.
hindi ko rin inaasahan na makakasama ko sya sa isang mundong hindi ko inisip na matutuwa sya. mundong napaliligiran ng artists, dagat, skater, surfer, skimmer, music, alak, good times at ang cubao expo.

ZAMBAPALOOZA, nung nakaraan December 17, 2010. isang event para sa mga skater, surfer, skimmer. hindi ko din inasahan na makakasama ko sya mag isa, sa dami dami ng niyaya namin. ok, masaya, kasi isang hindi inaasahang kaibigan ang makakasama ko. naging interesado ako sa kung anu mapag uusapan namin, anu mapagkekwentuhan, magugustuhan ba nya ang eksena ko o hindi, kung magugustuhan ba nya ang mga tao doon, ang dagat, ang araw, ang hangin.

oo, aminin ko, masayang kasama si diane, wala akong masabi. oo, medyo masungit ang dating ko, hindi kita masyado inasikaso. pero gusto ko kasi na maging komportable ka, na hindi ka gagagalaw ng wala ako. kwentuhan, kwentuhan, kwentuhan. dun ko naisip na parang ang laki ng bagay na nawala sayo ng dahil sa mga pinagdaanan mo. naisipi ko, "worth it tong babaeng to, bakit ganito ang pinagdadaanan nito? kung maipapakita ko lang sana sa kanya, lahat ng bagay na napag daanan ko, at kung panu ko nalampasan at naging masaya, makulay at positibo ang pinagdadaanan ko ng mga panahong yon.

alam ko na malayo ang mundo natin, sobra. hindi pumasok sa isip ko na makakasundo kita sa mga bagay bagay bagay. may halong takot, saya, pag-asa at kaba ang nararamdaman ko matapos ng kwentuhan na yon. hindi ko alam, hindi ko masabi kung bakit. basta parang may kilig. para akong HIGH SCHOOL ulit. oo, nagsungit na naman ako, sa mga kaibigan mo, pero hindi ko sinasadya yun. iniwan kita sa pampang ng dagat nung lumapit ka, hindi ko masabi na nahihiya ako sayo, ewan ko kung bakit. nag iba bigla. pero ginawa ko pa ring normal ang pakikisama ko sayo. pag pinakita ko sayo siguro na nagkakagusto na ko sayo, nandoon yung takot na baka mailang ka, baka mainis ka, o baka hindi ka na maging komportable.

napapansin ko na unti unting nagiging makulay ang buhay mo, nagiiba na ang life style mo, hindi tulad ng nakekwento mo sa akin na storya mo ng nakaraan mo, lalo na sa ex-boyfriend mo. yun naman kasi ang madalas na paksa nang kwentuhan natin eh. ako, wala man lang akong naipakita, naikwento, o nabanggit na personal na istorya tungkol sa nakaraan ko, dahil naging interesado ako sayo.

lumipas ang mga araw, lalo akong nagkakagusto sayo, hindi ko na siguro kailangan pang ikwento kung paano, basta napapalapit ang loob ko sayo. siguro infatuated ako, dahil wala pa ung love. ang gusto ko lagi ka kasama, kakwentuhan, kainuman. pagkatapos yun ng ZAMBAPALOOZA.
nagawa ko pang hawakan ang kamay mo, sa takot na baka hindi ko na maparamdam sayo anu ung nararamdaman ko. hinalikan kita, sa takot na baka iyon na ung huli nating pagkikita. nakakatakot din, dahil madaming nagkakagusto sayo, nanliligaw sayo, na nakakadate mo.

eto kasi yun. sino nga ba naman ako? sino ba ako para magustuhan mo? isang skater, lasenggo, walang pakialam sa anu man mangyari, come what may ika nga, or go with the flow. sino ba ko para magustuhan mo? haha nakakatawa nga naman di ba? pero nagulat ako, hindi ka nawala, hindi ka umalis, hindi ka nailang, hindi ka tumanggi. pinatawag pa kita para maka sigurado ako na hindi ako namamalik mata. masaya, nakakatuwa. pero nandun pa rin yung kaba na baka panandalian lang ito. pero nung oras na yun napagisip isip ko, bakit nga ba ako nag iisip ng ganun? eh kung nagunaw na mundo at hindi ko pa nagawa un, baka pag sisihan ko pa.

ugali ko na yung gumawa ng bagay ng walang pakundangan. reckless ba. ayoko may nasasayang na oras sa wala. gagawin ko kung anu gusto ko gawin. gagalaw ako sa mundong gusto kong galawan. ayokong mag expect, umasa o kung anu man. basta mangyare na lang ang dapat mangyare. kung hindi ito maganap, malamang may dahilan ito bakit ganun. hindi ko pinag isipan ang mga galaw ko, iba kasi ung iniisip sa dinarama. magkaibang magkaiba. sakin, mas pinagagalaw ako sa kung anu ang nararamdaman ko. marahil hindi ito tama, pero anu nga ba ang tama at mali sa nararamdaman? ako lang naman ang makapagsasabi nyan eh.

mabalik tayo sa istorya. ayun nandun na nga ako sa stage na gusto ko na sya. iba si diane. sobrang ibang iba. kung dati nakikipag talo ako ng opinyon, ngayon napapa agree ako. hindi halata sa kanya na malalim sya mag isip, may sense, matalino, marunong mag analyze. wala ako pakealam kung anu negatibong napagdaanan nya. kinilala ko sya sa paraang alam ko, nakilala ko sya na ako mismo ang kumilala. oo, masama ang magkumpara pero totoo eh. naging masaklap sakin ang nakaraan kaya hindi ko nakekwento sa maraming tao. pero alam ko din na hindi pa rin nawawala sa isipan ni diane ang kanyang ex-boyfriend nung mga panahong un. kaso wala ako pake kung yun pa iniisip nya. wala din ako pakialam kahit buong araw yun pa ang ikwento nya, dahil kahit naman wala ako, kahit hindi ko sya gusto, ganun din ang ikekwento nya. gawain ko na wag pigilan ang mga bagay na DAPAT na mangyare, dahil dun mo makikita kung kagustuhan ba ng isang tao na mangyare yun o hindi. kung pinigilan ko siya magkwento ng magkwento tungkol sa ex-boyfriend niya, malamang naiba ang lahat.

2011, bagong taon, bagong buhay ika nga. anu nag aantay sakin sa taong ito. anu nag aantay sa kanya. hindi natin alam. sa minutong nakasama ko si diane, pakiramdam ko oras na, ang oras parang isang araw, ang isang araw parang isang linggo, ang isang linggo parang isang buwan. medyo mabilis na matagal ang mga pangyayare. masaya, wala akong masabi sa nararamdaman ko, pakiramdam ko nakahanap ko ng katapat. pero andun ung pangamba na isang araw, may pag uukulan na sya ng pansin. andaming manliligaw eh. ako hindi ako nanligaw, kinilala ko lang sya, at sa aking pagkakakilala sa kanya, doon ko napansin na nagkakagusto na ko sa kanya.

pero may kakaibang akong napansin at naramdaman simula ng pasukan. medyo humupa ang lahat lahat sa paligid ko, naging mabagal pero sandali. oo naging sweet kami nung nakaraang 2010, pero pag pasok ng bagong taon, oo nagbago nga, hindi na tulad ng dati, pinilit ko wag mag isip ng kung anung dahilan. sinabi ko na lang sa sarili ko na "ang sarap talaga mag paka totoo, sabi na nga ba wala lang sa kanya un. wala syang gusto sakin". kahit nasabi na nya sakin na may gusto sya sakin. pero andun pa rin yung pakiramdam na hindi ganoon ka konkreto yung gusto nya. tama lang ang desisyon ko na wag umasa, na siguro gawin ko na lang yung gusto kong gawin. iparamdam ko lang sa kanya na gusto ko sya, na nandito lang ako bilang kaibigan.

lagpasan ko na lang yung birthday niya sa tomato kick. at madami din akong gustong lagpasan na storya, pero panu ko makekwento kung paano napunta lahat sa ganito kung hindi ko ito babanggitin. madami siyang manliligaw, alam din ng mga manliligaw niya na hindi ako nanliligaw, so echepwera lang ako. hayaan ko lang sila. hindi ko rin naman sinasadyang maging isang dahilan para medyo mailang yung iba nyang manliligaw dahil sa presence ko. may isang bagay lang talaga na bumago ng lahat. masasabi kong yung bagay na yun ang nakapag patunay na si diane na nga ang babaeng gusto ko, ang babaeng hindi ko na pakakawalan. dumating ang matagal ko ng pinagdadasal. dati ng magkahiwalay kami ng ex-ko, sinabi ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako hahanap ng katulad nya, na hahanap ako ng mas hihigit pa sa lahat ng naging ex ko, nakasama kong babae, naka date ko, nakalandian ko. at yun na nga.

anu ba tong bagay na ito? haha nakakatawa pero isang bagay na isinekreto. hindi dapat lumabas. madami akong nalaman at nasaksihan. sabihin ko pa ba? well, ok lang naman kung magkagusto siya sa mga manliligaw nya, pero ung taluhin ka ng barkada mo, yun yung hindi ko ata nakayanan. jundi. yan ang pangalan. matalik ko siyang kaibigan. isa sa mga nagkagusto kay diane. hindi ko alam anu balak niya pero ayun. ayoko na magsabi pa ng kung anu. basta hindi maganda ang dalawang huling linggo ng January para sakin. ayoko mag assume, ayoko mang bintang, ayoko na nga balikan eh pero antagal na para maging bitter pa ko dito sa kwento na to. nagustuhan din ni diane si jundi. oo, sigurado ako, pero hindi ko masabi, anung laban ko kapag pinag diinan ko ang nalalaman ko. anu laban ko sa madaming tao. halos nga lahat sila alam eh. ako alam ko din. nag aantay lang ako na may mag salita. hindi ko na hinangad na maging honest sakin ang mga tao sa paligid ko. wala akong pinagkakatiwalaan nung mga panahong yun.

yung insidenteng yun ang humubog sa katotohanan. na gusto ko nga si diane. mahal ko na nga ata siya nun pero hindi ako sigurado. nagkasabay sabay lahat ng negatibo sakin. nagkamali ako sa designs ko, napag bayad ako ng 30,000.00 sa company dahil sa mali ko na design. OVERNIGHT for 2 weeks. yung 2 weeks na yun, para sakin, eh madilim. kahit nagkakasama kami kahit papano, parang iba. may humaharang na pader samin. yun din yung time na nagkakasama si jundi at diane. ok naman sakin kung sasabihin nila sakin, pero oo masakit magagalit din ako. pero iba ung galit ng sinikreto pero nalaman mo. at tinanggi pa. oh basta yun na yun hanggang nung meiday. ayoko na ikwento ang nangyari, basta masaklap para sakin.

nagalit ako, hindi kay diane. kay jundi ako nagalit at sa mga taong nagsasabing bitch si diane. ayokong mapunta si diane sa lalakeng ito dahil kilala ko to. nagsinungaling pa nga sya na wala siyang girlfriend eh. ayoko ng niloloko si diane. ayoko ng ginagago siya. pati ng mga tao sa paligid nya. ang sama sama ng loob ko pero wala ako magagawa nun. anu ba nama karapatan ko. hindi ko alam gagawin ko nang may nakita ako, parang guguho mundo ko, nagmukha lang akong tanga sa madaming tao. un lang. at lumabas pa na parang ako pa yung weird, ako pa yung parang ewan. laktawan na natin yan. nag usap kami ni diane 3 days after ng meiday. nag komprontahan kami. pasensya na, pero alam kong iba ang kwento ni diane sakin. ibang iba sa talagang nangyari.
tulad ng tinanong nya ko kung feaseble ba na pumupunta ng bahay nila si jundi. sagot ko hindi, sagot ko madaming tao sa inyo. eh panu kung sabihin kong feaseble? aamin ba sya? wag ko na lang isagot yun.

ok sige, ok na lahat. seryoso nawala yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya, biglang naglaho. na parang inisip ko, parang ang dating ko nasasakal ko si diane dahil lagi kami magkasama kahit hindi kami. dumating ang Febuary 14, nakontrata ko nga pala siya na makipag date sakin nung January. may pinabasa sakin text si diane na text ni jundi. wow sincere, makapagbagdamdamin. ang haba, 3 messages din un. tinawanan ko lang yung message na yun. pero sa loob loob ko, nagparaya pa si jundi, na tipong kung wala ako, may chance na magtuloy tuloy pa sila. dahil daw sakin, kaya tinigil na nila. pero nandun din ung dahilan na may girlfriend si jundi kaya din nila tinigil nila. basta yun na yun.

lumipas na ang mga araw, wala. paalis alis kami, bumalik lahat sa dati. pero yung pakiramdam ko wala pa rin. medyo may bahid pa rin ng January yung pagkatao ko. tipong naiisip ko na mas ok na ganito na lang kami, atleast nagagawa nya gusto nya, hindi ko sya nabibigyan ng mga bagay na pasanin pa sa kanya. para akong bato nun, parang ansama ng tingin ko sa sarili ko, sa lahat, parang bumabalik ung dati kong ugali. naisip ko sa pangalawang beses, "ang sarap talaga magpakatotoo, hindi talaga pwede maging kami kung sakali.". napaka negatibo ng lahat. parang kailangan ko ng bakasyon, makalayo sa manila, makapag muni, makapag isip. naisip ko mag zambales ako sa katapusan ng Febuary.

niyaya ko si diane, pero hindi lang siya, pati na rin iba naming barkada. wala ako pakealam kung sumama sila o hindi. pupunta ako mag isa tulad ng gawain ko dati. gusto ko lang nun eh dagat, hangin, buhangin at bumyahe. hanggan sa dumating ang araw. lahat ng niyaya hindi pwede. so ako na lang mag isa. biglang nag last minute si diane sasama daw siya. ok game. go na kami at tumungo sa zambales. ibang iba kesa nung December, nung pumasok ang bagong taon, wala ng holding hands, kiss etc hahaha. ayun ganun din sa zambales, tanging nag didikit lang sa balat namin pag magkatabi kami sa upuan. oo nakapag isip ako ng malalim, nag muni muni, bakit ako nandito sa dagat, bakit si diane ang kasama ko, bakit nangyare yung kay jundi, bakit biglang nawala yung pagka tamis namin, bakit ko sya nagustuhan noon, bakit ko sya nakilala, bakit sa dami ng babaeng nakilala ko, siya yung tumatatak. andami kong iniisip, pabalik lahat, andami kong ina analyze, pino punto, binibigyan ng tamang rason at dahil. bakit bakit bakit bakit bakit bakit bakit??? yan ang tanong ko sa sarili ko. nasa biyahe pa lang andami ko na iniisip.

nagkaroon ng pagkakataon na makapag kwentuhan kami ni diane. hindi ko na sasabihin anu napagkwentuhan namin. DUN!!! YUN!!! SAPUL!!! nakuha ko ang kasagutan ko sa mga tanong ko. ano ang sagot? MAHAL KO SIYA! bakit ko nga ba lolokohin ang sarili ko na hindi ko sya gusto, na hindi ko siya mahal. nandyan na, nasa harap ko na ang sagot! hindi ko masabi kung bakit un ang sagot ko. pero wala na kong mahanap na iba pang sagot, dun at dun bumabagsak ang sagot ko. MAHAL KO SIYA!!! hindi ko siya kayang mawala, nangyare ang lahat sapagkat may dahilan ito. oo, may mali ka at may mali akong nagawa. pero kung hindi mangyayari yung nangyare sa inyo ni jundi, hindi tayo magiging ganitp ngayon. kung pinigilan ko lahat sa inyo ni jundi, siguro hindi mo malalaman kung anu ang talagang nararamdaman ko. nakapag bigay iyon ng daan para pareho natin isipin kung dapat ba ituloy natin yung dati, o wag.

nakapag desisyon na ko, dapat ko ipagpatuloy kung anu man ang nararamdaman ko. walang mali sa mga ginawa nya, ako ang nagkamali noon. pagiging tapat na lang siguro ang magagawa ko upang mapadama ko ulit sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko. dumating ang March, nararamdaman ko rin na nagugustuhan na nya ako, ewan ko basta yun eh. madalas na kami uli ang kasama, may holding hands at kiss ulit. parang nadoble pa yung magandang nangyayari. ang sarap ulit. para akong lumilipad. syempre nung mga panahong yon hindi maalis sa isip ko nangyari sa kanila ni jundi. pero that's another story eh. part na lang sya ng growth ng nararamdaman ko.

tapos lahat ay maayos na sa napapansin ko. hindi ko kasi alam nung time na yun anu ba napapansin ni diane, anu ba talaga nararamdaman nya, anu ba ang iniisip nya at kung anu anu pa. hanggang sa isang ordinaryong lakad, niyaya ko siya manood ng pyrolimpics. hindi nga lang namin naabutan dahil sakin. hahaha mapapangitan siguro kayo sa panapos ko sa pagsulat, pero dun ko nakuha ang sagot nya sa pag alok ko sa kanya na maging kapareha ko, kasintahan ko, girlfriend ko. ako, mahal ko talaga siya nun, siya, hindi ko alam, pero wala pang ganun siyang nararamdaman hahahaha.

at ang mga sumunod, sa kanya nyo na lang pa kwento kaso tatamarin yun malamang. joke lang diane!

I LOVE YOU!!!

haters

2011-08-09T09:01:00.000+08:00

I think, there are several types of hater existing in this colorful world. And i would like to specify 3 (three) of them base on my own haters. LOL.

1. The one who personally hates you

They are the one who tries their best to forget you and to move on with their lives. This are the people who are mad at you, angry at you, and everything. They hate you because you did something to them, and you can't help but to love them instead of hating them. The only solution for them not to hate you is to admit what you did negative to them with apology and sincerity.

2. The one who hates you because your awesome.

They hate you because you're just an annoyance to them. They'll put you down with all their powers. The type of person who don't know why they hate you, they can't really specify the feeling they've getting. Oh how i love haters, because this type of people don't really know they are putting you to fame. Bad publicity is still a publicity. They will fish every detail of your awesome life, they will hate you for your success, for your happiness, for your awesomeness.

3. The one who hates you with no apparent reason.

Simple, they just hate you. Why? Just to keep up with the trend. This are the people who are in a certain type of group who really hates you. They will hate you because others hate you. They want to be in, they want to keep their status on the group, they don't have anything against you, really. They just don't want to be hated also and left out in the said group. This are the one who don't know what is happening, try to fit and blend with the scenery.

happy

2011-07-18T15:16:00.000+08:00

i know you'll be mad if you saw this
but i can't help it

i am happy!

2011-07-18T14:01:00.003+08:00

before, there was no good reason to give up this kind of life style
no one can make me give up
this lifestyle taught me everything, and made me to who i am now
without this, i am no one
the reality of everything
the thing that build me, and destroy me
but then, i found a reason, i found real happiness
this lifestyle is just there, it will never fade, it will never die
but you
you're the one i would never give up

GIVING UP
MY SKATEBOARDING
IS
MY LIFE TIME
THANK YOU TO YOU!!!

and i mean it

i could still play, but i'm out of the game

2011-07-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

because it teaches the reality of LIFE.

people often say they are rebellious, punk, have attitude, thrash, bastards, and whatever negative they could throw. and we can't deny that some are kind of like this.

some stereotypes the noob and the great. the starter and the master. the impossible and the possible. yet they just do what they do. it doesn't matter whether your good at it or not. just ride it.

some really work too hard to be good at it. but working too hard sometimes frustrates them. and the fun part are forgotten. WORKING TOO HARD vs FUN AND ENJOYMENT.

but what they don't know, is that, it is life manifest in selfish activity and a reflection of who you are. no rules, no boundries, no limits. ITS FREEDOM. ITS ART. ITS PASSION. in short, IT IS LIFE.

what made me compare skateboarding to LIFE? there are a lot of reason which others don't see.

this is how i foresee it:

in life, you try and try and try until you succeed

in life, you fall, you get up, you do it again with the knowledge of what is the right thing to do.

in life, everything starts with the basic.

in life, everybody does the SAME TRICK, but they do it DIFFERENTLY

in life, frustration comes when your not enjoying it.

in life, you are on your own.

in life, you can never really know unless you try.

in life, there are obstacles, you just have to know what to do with them.

in life, what's done is done.

in life, trying is better than not to try at all.

in life, you cannot do the same as the first when it is already done.

in life, you have to learn first from the others who knows it best.

in life, there are friends and foes. there are lovers and haters.

in life, you are what you express.

in life, there are times that you want to quit on something.

in life, you should never give up.

change the phrase IN LIFE to SKATEBOARDING, and you'll know my point.

this is my point of view, my opinion, my thoughts. skateboarding changed my perspective in life. what changed you?

BORING!!!!

everything in you is beautiful

2011-07-05T16:33:00.000+08:00

tight shirt

loose shirt

hanging shirt

big shirts

plain shirt

old shirt

shorts

pants

uniform

slippers

sandals

sneakers

heels

swimsuit

formal dress

party dress

simple dress

with or without glasses

with or without make up

with or without earrings

with or without lip balm

with or without accessories

with or without S.I.C. and perry ellis

with or without wearing all of the above

the morning look

the afternoon look

the evening look

the blooming look

the haggard look

the drunk look

the crazy look

the mad look

the irritated look

the out of the bed look

the after sex look

the sad look

the happy look

the surprise look

the i wonder look

the i don't give a damn look

the i haven't slept for a week look

the i have slept all week look

the hungry look

the i'm full i don't wanna eat look

the i don't wanna do this look

the what the hell is this look

that's all for now

2011-06-30T10:52:00.000+08:00

can i keep you? :)

2011-06-28T16:40:00.001+08:00

Monday, June 27, 2011 at 12:57pm

i really dont care if people would tell my im cheesy. its just the way i express my feelings towards the person i care and i love.

a single you is enough to replace all that is lost.

you are my weakness and my strength.

you are like the sun to me.

whenever there is no time to see you or to talk to you, il make sure il find one. guaranteed.

il always be with you as much as possible. MARK THAT!!!

and i will always love you every single second whenever, where ever, and what ever the circumstance would be.

oh well. that is all for now.

im sleepy but im full of love.

sea island cotton

2011-06-28T16:39:00.002+08:00

on Wednesday, June 22, 2011 at 4:39am

sea island cotton

dalawang bagay lang ang naiisip ko:

ikaw at ang dagat

buhangin, beer, tent, kanin, adobo, masasayang kaibigan na skimmers at surfers, bituin, araw, alon, bus, umaga tanghali hapon gabi, kwentuhan, kulitan, sungitan, kalokohan, at madami pa.

walang pagbabago

erased

2011-06-28T16:39:00.001+08:00

Thursday, June 16, 2011 at 11:19pm

sometimes i get pissed when people reminds me of what happen back then. now i am erasing anything that would remind me of that. people, texts, letters (if there is any), pics etc on my personal account.

and id even thought of erasing those fucked up people involved there in my life, like i don't even know them in the 1st place so it wont bother me anymore

that moment was really fucked up so don't dare to ask me or even a slight reminder of that month.

get a life dude. don't try to remind me of that again. nor don't try to fish on what's happening with me now.

i hope i get myself clear.

thanks.

a striver in relationship (sorry, im so bored)

2011-06-28T16:38:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, June 15, 2011 at 4:27am

My result

from visual DNA

Relationship tips:

So you're a True Romantic but what tips can we give for keeping the romance alive in your relationship

Be natural. Remember that your partner loves you for who you are so don't feel the need to put on an act.
Share the love. You've got the Midas touch when it comes to setting the romantic tone so do what you do best and let your partner experience the magic.
Open your heart. Don't overthink things or be too much of a perfectionist. The strongest connections are founded on spiritual intimacy.
Take a weekend away. Whether you're still in the first flush of love or entering your second decade together there's still nothing better than checking into a nice hotel for a night. Take your time over a romantic dinner and make sure to have breakfast in bed.

fit na fit eh :)

2011-06-28T16:38:00.001+08:00

Wednesday, June 1, 2011 at 1:44am

bored ako kaya nagbasa ako ng mga ganito LOL

When the immature Aries and wise Capricorn fall for each other, an unusual combination is experienced in which the attraction can be exciting, but harmony can be difficult to attain. As this fire and earth sign try to blend in, they may create amazing chemistry or nothing at all.

An Aries man is dashing and carefree, rarely stopping to stare at the small wonders of life. For them life is a challenge and they cannot wait for each and every new day. They want to sore through life. Even from their body language one can easily assess the fact they have the great to potential to attain success. An Aries can easily fall for a Capricorn woman at first sight and the connection seems to be very strong. He is never a diplomat and his quality of straight forwardness is highly admired by her.

The Capricorn woman is very careful, wise and exasperatingly correct at all times. Just like the Aries man she too can be self-centered. Nothing ever changes Capricorn’s reverence for success and a solid bank account. Since security and authority are always her goals, an ambitious Aries man makes a good match for her. She is often much more warm and lovable than she permits herself to realize, and always far more physically appealing and attractive than she believes. Though she appears to be self-centered at times, but once he becomes a part of her family, she is dedicated enough to take good care of him.

The Aries man in love with a Capricorn woman can have a wise counselor and practical partner to take up all his unwanted worries. She is a lady of respect and position and is hurt by even small ridicule. Though most of the Capricorn women are career oriented but for them family and family ties always come above everything else. This attitude of Capricorn woman gives a sense of devotion and dedication to an Aries man. Sometimes she may find him a bit immature but this can be overcome if the age difference is prominent, and Aries is elder to Capricorn, as no other zodiac sign understands the value of experience as the Capricorn does. Sometimes the cold mask of the Capricorn woman can give hiccups to him as she avoids sharing herself until she has total trust on the person.

A Capricorn woman in a relationship with an Aries man, gets a partner who teaches are to fly happily and freely which she never did before in her life. He considers all the tasks of his life as a challenge and gives his best shot in order to excel at them. This attitude of him provides her with the always wanted security and makes him the right man whom she would love to honor throughout her life. He is pretty weak in terms of banks and finance and definitely requires someone to do it for him which is efficiently done by her. The only prominent flaw in the personality of Capricorn woman is her self centered attitude towards everything in life. But still, he always admires her wonderful attitude towards life and enjoys his freedom with her as much as she does.

The Aries man and the Capricorn woman can have an interesting relationship when he is aware of her insecurities and when she does not try to make him feel inferior in any area of life through her intellect. This stability is earned by this couple with due course of time as their love deepens and all the superficial aspects are left far behind. She really longs to love him as fiercely in return of his passionate love as much she receives from him. As their selfless love flourishes, they bask in the sunshine of never ending affection and devotion, which makes them experience the heaven on earth. It is rightly said, love makes it all possible……and where love exists it does not leave space for anything else!

Listening to the inner voice, while burning with the desire to consummate physically, an emotional and mental attraction is built between these two signs. They can greatly improve their sex life when the Aries man tries harder to decipher his Capricorn woman. He is quite capable to taking the mask off her but the only difficulty is that he thinks that she is being egoistic instead understanding the fact that she is donning the mask to conceal her problems. Her indifferent attitude can decrease the intensity of the passion felt by the Aries man for her. He may suffer agonies of inferiority. It’s disconcerting to try to make love to a woman who’s continually having gloomy chills and guilty twinges. Especially for an Aries male, who needs and demands, at all times, intense, concentrated attention directed towards him. She will need to use her feminine appeal, her beauty, to get some advantage here. Instead of hiding her beautiful parts, she can actually make some good use of them to attract him and his love. She must believe that she is blessed with tremendous natural talents to influence, to motivate, to inspire, her Aries male.

The Aries love is demanding and more self-centered with lots of passion to be shown now and then while the Capricorn’s love is quiet and undemanding with no excessive emotions to be demonstrated. The principle which can be successful here is embracing the opposites. You overcome through acceptance rather than through opposition. Abuse is healed through forgiveness, not through condemnation. Mostly Capricorn loves the courage and purity of Aries but sometimes gets upset on their aggressiveness and impulsive reactions which they find thoughtless. Capricorn’s determination is followed by outstanding patience which is strongly admired by Aries but the rigidity and ruthlessness of Capricorn makes the Aries cold and distant, cooling off the flames of passion even before the pick up the actual blaze.

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hahahahahahahaha ohh bat ganun nga ba sila? hahahahahahaha

2011-06-28T16:37:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, May 3, 2011 at 11:41pm

may isang tropa ako na nakausap na babae, matagal na ata kami ndi nagkausap. saglit lang naman ang usap kamustahan.

natawa lang ako bigla sa mga nakwen2 nya sobra!

parang dati mangiyak ngiyak syang nag oopen up about sa love life nya, hingi advice, at halos pakamatay makahanap lang ng lalakeng gusto nya. dream guy ata.

ang gusto daw nya ung naiintindihan sya, ung mabait, ung aalagan, ung ipaparamdam daw na importante sya, ung tipong NICE GUY (sakto kasi nung nag usap kami kakapanood lang nya nung sa wongfu ek ek)

ayon nakahanap sya ng ganung lalake, pero bat ganun, hindi ako sexist or bias:

ang babae gusto nila ung iintindi sa kanila, ung mag aalaga sa kanila, ung mabait, basta ung lahat ng trait ng isang nice guy, or ideal bf tama ba? tapos habang lumalalim kwen2han, andami nyang reklamo sa nice guy kesyo ambait, boring, over protective daw etc. eh kilala ko din ung lalakeng un hahaha.

wala lang ung irony na sinasabi ko lang d2, hahanap ka ng nice guy or ideal pero pag nandyan na ndi na nila masikmurang kasama, minsan ikahihiya pa.

"pag nasa bad guy ka napunta gs2 mo ng nice guy, pero pag nasa nice guy kana nabobored ka na sa kabaitan". LOL masasabi ko lang parang tanga lang mga ganyang tao! peace

thoughts after waking up beside you

2011-06-28T16:37:00.001+08:00

Sunday, May 1, 2011 at 10:33pm

ang aliwalas ng gising ko. kaht masakit katawan ko. dami pumasok sa utak ko nang simula mo kong yakapin sa aking pag mulat. kalimutan ang mga bagay na dapat kalimutan. wag isipin ang ang mga "dapat" na mangyare. ang mahalaga sa lahat ung ngayon. sarap lang isulat ang "naiisip ng pakiramdam" ko. napapangiti na nga ako. minsan mukha ng tanga na paulit ulit akong natutuwa sa twing nakakasama kta. kaht hindi mo sabihin, ramdam ko. wala nga atang kwenta tong tinatayp ko pero ang sarap lang talagang isulat d2 at itag sayo. hahaha. salamat talaga sa lahat kaht wala naman ata akong dapat ipagpasalamat. sabi nga nila mejo nagbago daw ako. oo siguro, nanaba ako eh. lol. pasensya na sa ka weirduhan ko minsan. pinipilit kong wag pairalin kung anu mang kaweirduhan un. hahaha. natutuwa lang ako sa kasimplehan ng mga nangyayare ngayon. sa totoo lang masaklap mga pinagdaanan ko pero wala na un. nagmamahal ako sa paraang alam ko. kinilala kita sa paraang alam ko. nagustuhan kita sa paraang alam ko. may mga bagay na ndi ko masabi basta basta at naipapahayag ko lang sa paraang alam ko. baduy na siguro kung baduy. mabuti na un kesa ndi ko masabi kung anu man ang dapat kong sabihin. sana hinda ka magsawa sa pagmumukha kong cute :) siguro ok na to. baka masapok mo na ko eh. LOL. :))))

ive noticed that...

2011-06-28T16:35:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, April 13, 2011 at 1:36am

i really dont feel sleepy when im beside you.

even when i sleep so late, i always manage to go to work early.

and have the time to see you again and dont feel sleepy.

im not bored even we always talk about the same topic.

i could even eat any food when im with you.

i am always amazed.

im not getting tired by sitting at the same place for a long time when im beside you.

im not even get saturated even though we go on the same place, same time, 24/7.

i always wake up smiling.

i always fall asleep smiling.

i always learn new things.

i now do what i cant imagine i will do.

thats all for now :)

the one

2011-06-28T16:35:00.001+08:00

Wednesday, March 30, 2011 at 11:35pm

the one who makes me high whenever i smell her perfume

the one who always has a big smile on her face

the one who makes fun out of people closest to her

the one who walks like a guy

the one who is crushed by many guys

the one who rants

the one who has small smooth hands yet so heavy when she hits you

the one who walks as fast as i am

the one who always get tangled hair

the one who sometimes get caught off guard

the one who occasionally spaced out

the one who has expressive eyes

the one who has high lip line

the one who has a soft lips

the one who nerds out spontaneously

the one who doesn't like cheesy lines

the one who has a taste of weird yet good movies

the one who sometimes easily irritates

the one who doesn't like to receive flowers on valentines day

the one who looks like she doesn't age

the one who has a different taste in fashion

the one who cannot really decide what to drink

the one who is sometimes have a tantrum state

the one who believes that chivalry is dead

the one who unconsciously have said 100 or more "parang" word in a day (peace)

the one who never end a day without saying TAKTE

the one doesn't want to be courted

the one who will not believe that she is the one to be loved

the one who never get tired of talking

the one whom i'll never get tired to listen to

the one whom i want to share myself

the one who will react, discreetly on her mind, or in others or here or in front of me. if she saw this note

and the one that i would love to keep. <3

hahahahaha this made my day LOL

advance personality quiz: A Striver in Spirit

2011-06-28T16:08:00.001+08:00

Monday, March 28, 2011 at 8:55pm

Sdvance Personality Quiz: A Striver in Spirit

www.youniverse.com

SPIRIT

You're a Striver. You're lively and enthusiastic with an infectious energy. It's all about seizing the day and living life to the full. You're fun to be around and your positive spirit is something your friends value and admire. You have tons of infectious energy and lots of natural enthusiasm. You tend to be committed when it comes to achieving your goals in life. You set high standards for yourself and others and like to keep your eye on the prize. Resourcefulness is definitely one of your finest strengths. When you get excited about something you have the confidence and passion to inspire all those around you. You seem to have a really healthy attitude toward life! It takes a lot to throw you off balance and you don't let much stress you out. A healthy relationship really is the bedrock of a happy home but it also takes a lot of energy and commitment to maintain. Make sure that with all the other distractions your love life doesn't end up at the bottom of the list. Life's all about options. Allow yourself to be excited by possibility and potential. Try not to push to know the answer all the time. There will be lots of twists and turns in life. Rather than wishing away the journey try to live in the moment and enjoy every bump in the road! Challenge yourself to try new experiences and live life to the fullest. Remember that you can't be upbeat and outgoing 100 percent of the time. It's okay to tune out and look inward every now and again. In fact we encourage it! You really appreciate the grounding force that a loving relationship can be in your life. For an extroverted people person like you it's important to be able to retreat from the world from time to time and know that you can switch off and relax with your one true love.

RELATIONSHIPS

When you're in love life somehow seems easier to handle. Whatever challenges you face you're in it together and that's all that matters. As a True Romantic you've got a whole lot of love to give and you like to lavish your partner with romantic gestures. You have strong instincts and a good understanding of who you are and what you want from life. You like to follow your dreams and believe in happy endings. You are expressive and enjoy coming up with new ways to show your partner how much you love him/her. Intense experiences appeal to your sensual side. It's all about immersing yourself in the fairy-tale feelings of being in love. For you it's the little things that make being in love so special: a sunset stroll on a beach holding hands at the movies and feeling protected and cared for.`heading 1` Relationship tips: So you're a True Romantic but what tips can we give for keeping the romance alive in your relationship, Be natural. Remember that your partner loves you for who you are so don't feel the need to put on an act. Share the love. You've got the Midas touch when it comes to setting the romantic tone so do what you do best and let your partner experience the magic. Open your heart. Don't over think things or be too much of a perfectionist. The strongest connections are founded on spiritual intimacy. Take a weekend away. Whether you're still in the first flush of love or entering your second decade together there's still nothing better than checking into a nice hotel for a night. Take your time over a romantic dinner and make sure to have breakfast in bed.

MONEY

The way to your heart is through your stomach! While you're happy to get creative in the kitchen you'd love to be able to eat in amazing restaurants whenever the mood strikes. When it comes to success you're balanced and focused. Your glass tends to be half-full and you're always happy to have it topped off! You see life as a marathon rather than a sprint and tend to think in terms of long-term goals. You put lots of effort into everything you do and get a great sense of fulfillment from the results. You're dedicated and committed but don't forget to let your hair down every now and again. A little treat is just what you deserve!

HEALTH

Mornings are a special chance to spend time with your partner. You know what a difference it makes if you eat a breakfast before you start the day and you're on the right track with your health. You believe in a balanced approach to living a healthy lifestyle. It's all about moderation. You enjoy exercise and eating healthily but you're not going to let it take over and run your life. You manage to fit physical activity around your everyday activities and your happy-go-lucky attitude means you won't stress about it too much. You know that a couple of missed gym sessions won't make a huge difference to how you feel overall. It's definitely not worth worrying about that's for sure.

FOOD

You like things simple and straightforward and food is no exception. Rather than fiddle around with various recipes and spices you're more likely to head for the grill. Smiple honest food... plus it combines meat vegetables and a bit of starch - clearly a balanced diet!

HOME

If you took some time out to visualize your dream life you could probably see yourself away from the rat race chilling out on a beach. Nothing puts a smile on your face like waking up to sun sea and sand without a care in the world. Fresh fruit seafood and not a cloud in the sky...sounds like paradise!

ENTERTAINMENT

You're a techie. You love getting your hands on the latest shiny gadget that's going to revolutionize your world. If it's cool and shiny you're probably going to want it! Logical and practical you like to know how things work. And when it comes to chilling out catching up on the blogosphere or chatting with your friends online with a coffee is one of life's little treats.

STYLE

You like to take things easy. Life's busy enough without having to worry about getting dressed up every day. It's about maximum comfort with a splash of style so it's hard to beat your favorite pair of jeans. But don't forget how good it can feel to give yourself a makeover every now and then. It can work wonders for your self-esteem to refresh your wardrobe spruce up your hair and put on a great. So make sure you schedule a shopping trip every few months. You deserve it!

TRAVEL

You're open-minded and a positive thinker so when you get the chance to go traveling you love to head somewhere exotic and off the beaten track. For you escapism is the ultimate in relaxation. It's the perfect antidote to the stress of everyday life. You love the feel of the sun and sea on your skin so your perfect vacation would definitely include a beach. Even better if it's secluded and undiscovered by hordes of tourists!

relationship

2011-06-28T16:00:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, March 8, 2011 at 4:00am

Most people enter into relationships with an eye toward what they can get out of them,

rather than what they can put into them.

The purpose of a relationship is to decide what part of yourself you'd like to see "show up,"

not what part of another you can capture and hold.

The purpose of a relationship is not to have another who might complete you; but to have another with whom you might share your completeness.

wasak hahaah

san ka dito?

2011-06-28T15:58:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, March 8, 2011 at 3:35am

People can be divided into three classes:

the few who make things happen,

the many who watch things happen, AND

the overwhelming majority who have no idea what has happened.

AND each person have three characters:

that which they exhibit,

that which they have, AND

that which they think they have.

playing dumb or really dumb

2011-06-28T15:56:00.002+08:00

Sunday, February 20, 2011 at 9:41pm

so you did it again. one is enough, two is too much, three is poison.

i pity not you, but the people around you.

you think your moves are so smooth? NOT.

your game is to take advantage of the goodness of people around you.

your telling people that they are messed up, why dont you look at yourself.

your a disease, make a change brah.

i may be quiet, but i know a lot of things.

i know everything coz im not dumb and stupid.

your sick. you dont wanna ruin anyone's life but your doin it.

so what's your point of doing this?

grow up, choose who you wanna play.

stupid that you think you can play everyone by telling the wrong story.

making you as a good person and other look shit in order to hide your rotten intensions.

you really dont RESPECT the people around you especially the people who did nothing to you.

oh well stupid that people really dig in to your fucking stories and lies.

you've been treated as a good friend but i guess you dont know what that word means.

i think by now, your laughing at me coz im different, but the truth is, im laughing at all of you coz your all the same.

im really laughing out my ass by now. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

ang kasama

2011-06-28T15:56:00.001+08:00

Saturday, February 19, 2011 at 5:08am

okay talaga kasama ung mga taong marunong magisip.

pero dapat may halong pang unawa.

mas gusto ko kasama ung WALANG ISIP PERO MAY PANG UNAWA.

kesa sa MAY ISIP PERO WALANG PANG UNAWA.

mejo napansin ko lang naman.

matalino ka nga, hindi ka naman makaintindi.

parang minemorize mo lang ung speech mo pero hindi mo alam kung anu ung speech mo.

digs???

crossing lines

2011-06-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

Thursday, February 17, 2011 at 5:03am

simple question: WHAT MADE THEM CROSS THAT LINE???

simple pero para sakin napaka komplikadong isipin. anu nga ba ang dahilan at nagagawa ng isang tao na gawin ang bagay na hindi kaaya ayang gawin. lalo na't alam mong may masasagasaan kang tao makuha mo lang ang gusto mo o gawin ang gusto mo.

madaming sitwasyon na pwedeng ihalimbawa sa tanong na yan:

pumatay
mangholdap
mangrape
carnap
kidnapp
bumomba sa kung saang mataong lugar etc

pero, ang mga eto ay madaling matukoy ang kasagutan, ndi nagopapakomplikado sa utak. dahil ipinapahayag nila ang nais na mangyare sa kanila at sa pang lahatan.

eh pano kung ganito naman ang sitwasyon (eto ang mga bagay na ndi ko maintindihan):

DRUGS
mang backstab
underground
tumetake advantage
nanchichix kaht meron na
lumusot kaht huli
gawin uli lahat ng nakasulat sa itaas kapag napatawad na
CRAB MENTALITY (hilahan pababa)
ayaw tanggapin ang opinyon ng iba.
at marami pa, wag na lang ung iba hehe...

simple lang tong mga sitwasyon pero bakit kaya nila nagagawa yan? lalo na kung alam mo namang walang ginagawang masama sayo ang isang individual o komunidad. lalo na kung hindi mo talaga kilala ang isang individual or komunidad.

nakakalungkot pero parte yan ng buhay na makulay. ang saya lang din ng madami kang nalalaman sa pag oobserba, lalo na kung ang alam nila wala kang alam haha.

hindi nakakasawang ulitin

2011-06-28T15:06:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, February 15, 2011 at 5:01am

biglaang yayaan.

yayaan na ndi biglaan.

dating pwesto.

bagong pwesto.

pero dating lugar.

may iniinom.

walang iniinom.

mahabang kwentuhan.

sandaling kwentuhan.

masayang kwentuhan.

malunkot na kwentuhan.

makulit na kwentuhan.

uwi ng maaga.

uwi ng ndi maaga.

uwi ng umaga.

sandali.

matagal.

ndi natutuloy.

malinaw.

malabo.

kape.

alak.

kain.

wala.

linggo.

lunes.

martes.

miyekules.

huwebes.

BEERNESS.

sabado.

lumang kasama.

bagong kasama.

ayaw kasama.

ok lang basta ikaw ang kasama.

ewan ang saya lang.

gusto ko to. :P

learning process

2011-06-28T15:00:00.001+08:00

Thursday, February 10, 2011 at 6:24am

It is always better to have no ideas than false ones

to believe nothing, than to believe what is wrong.

ah eh

2011-06-28T14:56:00.001+08:00

Saturday, February 5, 2011 at 9:03pm

talaga nga naman!

un lang!

buti may nag aalala pa sakin.

hahahahahahahahahahaha.

akala akala akala

siguro siguro siguro

baka baka baka

sa simula wala naman akong karapatan mag gagaganito eh

pero pansarili ko na lang siguro to

at mukang masaya ka na sa nangyayayre dba

binuhos na lahat ng malas at kasakitan sakin

minsan mapapaisip na lang talaga

mas mahirap kung mararamdaman mo

eto ang isang bagay na hindi ko kayang malimutan at mapapasan ko to sa mahabang panahon

eh ganon talaga eh masakit eh

may magagawa ka ba para tanggalin to

malamang siguro ung COMFORTING LIES ang magandang paraan kesa naman sa HURTFUL TRUTH

pinaglaban ko na hindi ka ganun sa mdaming tao na naiinis sayo

ngayon hindi ko alam panu pa kita ipaglalaban

MAGIGING TAPAT KA BA SAKIN KUNG IPAPAALAM KO SAYO ANG LAHAT NG ALAM KO?

malamang hindi at malamang paninindigan mo yan habang buhay

wala na akong mukhang maiharap

pinasok ko to kaya ganun siguro

sana masaya ka na sa kanya

wala naman akong dating dun eh

hirap lalo na kung pinagmukha kang tanga ng lahat ng tao sa paigid mo

ibang storya ang binibitawan pero iisa ang katotohanan

totoo naman lahat ng alam ko bakit ipinagkait sakin ung totoo

kung nasabi mo masakit syempre, kung hindi at malalaman ko mas lalong masakit

halata namang gusto mo

pero bakit iba ang kwento mo

anu ba ang punto mo para magmukha akong tanga

pero sa totoo tama naman eh

dapat bang hindi ko alam

tingin ko naman bilang kaibigan ninyong dalawa dapat alam ko diba

para alam ko saan ako lulugar

isalaysay ko pa ba?

sige kaht konti lang

masaya ka nung kaarawan mo dahil sa nangyare sa pag uwi mo

araw araw nasa inyo

bike skateboard lakad

dyan din natutulog

nakakaselos pero wala ako sa lugar

ni hindi ko alam san ako lulugar

panu kaya to

lalayo na lang siguro ako tutal malamang lamang wala ka rin naman pake kung anu mangyare sakin

dahil kung meron kang pake sana ndi ka nagsinungaling sakin

mga tinginan nyo sa malayo

hindi naman ako tanga at mangmang para ndi makita ang mga nangyayare at ibahin mo ko sa pag oobserba

anu ba naramdaman mo nung nalaman mong may iba sya at may anak sya

nasaktan ka ba at kung oo bakit mahal mo na sya

kaya lang mali ata ung tadhana para sa inyong dalawa eh.

ok lang un. nangyare na eh

nawala na ko sa eksena

kaht lage tayong magkasama parang may pader na humihiwalay satin

ang hirap nito di ko naman pinipilit na gustohin mo ko

pero bat ganito para akong tinapakan

harap harapan ko pa nakita na magpapatunay ng lahat

naiinis ako. bakit ka ba nya niloloko

bakit kailangan nyang ipagkaila na meron syang iba

ikaw tuloy ang lumalabas na masama

sana alam mo ang nararamdaman ko tuwing sinasabihan ka nila ng masama.

sana alam mo kaya ako nagagalit, hindi dahil sa mga ginagawa nyo, kung hindi dahil baka dumating ang panahon ikaw ang mapahamak.

sana alam mo na hindi ako makasarili hindi ko kasi alam panu ko sasabihin lahat ito sayo ng hindi nag aalangan na mawala ka eh

WALA NAMAN AKONG KARAPATAN DIBA DIBA DIBA

ndi nakakaramdam ang isip

ndi nakakaisip ang pakiramdam

sige na nga!

hindi na mapigilan ang ganun!

kung gs2, gs2! kung ayaw, gs2 pa rin.

stupidity bites!

reality bites!

dahil tangap ko na akoy isang tao, lalake, at hindi perpekto

2011-06-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, February 1, 2011 at 2:14pm

sa sarili kong karanasan, sa mga nakikita, na-oobserbahan, nararamdaman, nalalaman:

akala ko noon, pag kontento ka ay kalmado kana, at pag kalmado ka na ay kontento ka na. pre mahaba habang diskursuhan yan.

sa pansariling opinyon na alam naman nating marami ang tutol LOL:

ang pag kakontento ay ang pagkakaroon ng isang bagay na ikanatutuwa mo dahil meron ka nito at hindi ka na hahanap ng iba pa.

ang pag ka-kalmado ay ang hindi pagkakaroon ng mga bagay na gusto mo ngunit ikinatutuwa mo at ndi ka nagmamadali, nag aatubili, at naghahanap ng bagay na wala ka. masaya ka sa mga bagay na wala ka na hindi mo maiintindihan minsan.

san ka dyan sir?

not the end of the world

2011-06-28T14:36:00.002+08:00

Sunday, January 23, 2011 at 12:20am

sabi nila umiikot daw mundo ko sayo?

ndi rin

panu ko paiikutin ung mundo ko,

eh wala ako nun,

dahil sya ang mundo ko!

LOL!!!

simulan na!

2011-06-28T14:36:00.001+08:00

Monday, January 10, 2011 at 9:15pm

Malamang iisipin mong muka akong tanga, pero sa totoo lang madami na kong panaginip na nagkakatotoo, at mangilang ngilan lang ang pinagkekwentuhan ko nito, ung may mga malalawak na pang unawa. Literal na nagkakatotoo. Hindi ko na kailangan isa isahin pa, minsan nakakatuwa, mas madalas nakakakaba kasi hindi mo alam kung alin dun ang magkakatotoo at hindi.

Pero sa oras na to sa tingin ko eh kumbinsido na ko na parang ipinapakita nito ang mangyayari sa hinaharap. Minsan matagal bago ko malaman na nagkatotoo na pala, minsan nandyan agad.

At halos karamihan eh nagkakatotoo talaga, nagugulat na lang ako at nasasabi ko na napanaginipan ko na ung mga bagay na un.

Gaya na lang kagabi, nanaginip na naman ako. Hindi ko na rin kailangan sabihin pa kung anu un. Tapos kaninang umaga may naresib akong text, at ang nilalaman nun eh ung nangyare sa panaginip ko na mamaya palang mangyayare sa reyalidad!

KATAKOT MEN!!! :|

reality bites

2011-06-28T14:34:00.000+08:00

Sunday, January 2, 2011 at 8:35pm

what happen in 2010 remains in the year 2010.

but something's wrong, or just something's not right.

to much thinking can kill. zzzzzz

its not 2011 who makes me, but it is me who will make 2011.

il just enjoy and appreciate everything that comes in, either good things or bad things.

uhhhh

2011-06-28T14:33:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, December 29, 2010 at 3:12am

2011 surprise me...

odd number na naman.

chuck norris sir!

2011-06-28T14:31:00.001+08:00

Thursday, December 16, 2010 at 3:13am

Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.

Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice.

Chuck Norris does not hunt because the word hunting infers the probability of failure. Chuck Norris goes killing.

If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can't see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death.

Chuck Norris sold his soul to the devil for his rugged good looks and unparalleled martial arts ability. Shortly after the transaction was finalized, Chuck roundhouse kicked the devil in the face and took his soul back. The devil, who appreciates irony, couldn't stay mad and admitted he should have seen it coming. They now play poker every second Wednesday of the month.

When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night he checks his closet for Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris built a time machine and went back in time to stop the JFK assassination. As Oswald shot, Chuck Norris met all three bullets with his beard, deflecting them. JFK's head exploded out of sheer amazement.

Chuck Norris has already been to Mars; that's why there are no signs of life there.

They once made a Chuck Norris toilet paper, but it wouldn't take shit from anybody.

A blind man once stepped on Chuck Norris' shoe. Chuck replied, "Don't you know who I am? I'm Chuck Norris!" The mere mention of his name cured this man blindness. Sadly the first, last, and only thing this man ever saw, was a fatal roundhouse delivered by Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris is 1/8th Cherokee. This has nothing to do with ancestry, the man ate a fucking Indian.

There is no chin behind Chuck Norris' beard. There is only another fist.

In fine print on the last page of the Guinness Book of World Records it notes that all world records are held by Chuck Norris, and those listed in the book are simply the closest anyone else has ever gotten.

The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain.

Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.

The Great Wall of China was originally created to keep Chuck Norris out. It failed misserably.

Crop circles are Chuck Norris' way of telling the world that sometimes corn needs to lie the fuck down.

Chuck Norris once commented, "There are few problems in this world that cannot be solved by a swift roundhouse kick to the face. In fact, there are none."

Chuck Norris once ate an entire ream of rice paper and shat out origami swans and Mister Miyagi from Karate Kid.

Chuck Norris is ten feet tall, weighs two-tons, breathes fire, and could eat a hammer and take a shotgun blast standing.

Chuck Norris is a man of few words. Chuck Norris is not a man of few roundhouse kicks to the face.

The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse actually live in Chuck Norris's nutsack.

When observing a Chuck Norris roundhouse kick in slow motion, one finds that Chuck Norris actually rapes his victim in the ass, smokes a cigarette with Dennis Leary, and then roundhouse kicks them in the face.

Chuck Norris put humpty dumpty back together again, only to roundhouse kick him in the face. Later Chuck dined on scrambled eggs with all the king's horses and all the king's men. The king himself could not attend for unspecified reasons. Coincidentally, the autopsoy revealed the cause of death to be a roundhouse kick to the face. There is only one King.

When Chuck Norris played golf for money, chuck marked down a hole in 0 every time, a pro at the golf club, said to Chuck: "excuse me sir, but you cant score zero on a hole". Chuck Norris turned towards the man and said, im Chuck Norris, the man then proceeded to pour gas over his body and set himself on fire because that would be less painful than getting roundhouse kicked by Chuck Norris, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked him in the face anyways.

Chuck Norris made Ellen Degeneres straight.

Chuck Norris kicked Neo out of Zion , now Neo is "The Two"

Chuck Norris' iPod came with a real charger instead of just a USB cord

Chuck Norris knows where Carmen Sandiego is.

Rudolph has a red nose because he got lippy and Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked him across the face several times

China was once bordering the United States, until Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked it all the way through the Earth.

Chuck Norris is what Willis was talking about

If you have five dollars and Chuck Norris has five dollars, Chuck Norris has more money than you.

Chuck Norris sent Jesus a birthday card on December 25th and it wasn't Jesus’ birthday. Jesus was to scared to correct Chuck Norris and to this day December 25th is known as Jesus' birthday.

When Chuck Norris had surgery, the anesthesia was applied to the doctors.

Chuck Norris once broke the land speed record on a bicycle that was missing its chain and the back tire.

Chuck Norris once kicked a baby elephant into puberty

Multiple people have died from Chuck Norris giving them the finger.

Chuck Norris once tried to wear glasses. The result was him seeing around the world to the point where he was looking at the back of his own head.

Pee Wee Herman got arrested for masturbating in public. The same day, Chuck Norris got an award for masturbating in public.

Once a grizzly bear threatened to eat Chuck Norris. Chuck showed the bear his fist and the bear proceeded to eat himself, because it would be the less painful way to die.

If Chuck Norris is late, time better slow the fuck down

Chuck Norris sleeps with a night light. Not because Chuck Norris is afraid of the dark, but the dark is afraid of Chuck Norris

Chuck Norris can touch MC Hammer.

Chuck Norris ordered a Big Mac at Burger King, and got one.

Chuck Norris always has sex on the first date. Always.

A Handicap parking sign does not signify that this spot is for handicapped people. It is actually in fact a warning, that the spot belongs to Chuck Norris and that you will be handicapped if you park there.

Chuck Norris frequently donates blood to the Red Cross. Just never his own.

There is no such thing as tornados. Chuck Norris just hates trailer parks.

Chuck Norris never cries, because of this when he's sad he roundhouse kicks himself and it makes him feel better since he knows he is the only one who can survive the roundhouse.

Chuck Norris does not procreate, he breeds

When asked what type of vehicle he drives, Chuck Norris responded slyly with "Don't you mean what kind of vehicle drives me?"

Chuck Norris' evil twin brother, Richard Simmons, once approached Chuck with the hope of reconciliation, but at the sight of Richard's curly, well kept hair, Chuck Norris became so enraged that he turned green with hate and ripped Richard Simmons arms and legs off. This action was the origin of the Marvel Comic badass, The Incredible Hulk.

Chuck Norris doesn't worry about changing his clock twice a year for daylight savings time. The sun rises and sets when Chuck tells it to.

Chuck Norris only masturbates to pictures of Chuck Norris.

Filming on location for Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris brought a stillborn baby lamb back to life by giving it a prolonged beard rub. Shortly after the farm animal sprang back to life and a crowd had gathered, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked the animal, breaking its neck, to remind the crew once more that Chuck giveth, and the good Chuck, he taketh away.

Chuck Norris was the fourth Wiseman. He brought baby Jesus the gift of “beard”. Jesus wore it proudly to his dying day. The other Wisemen, jealous of Jesus’ obvious gift favoritism, used their combined influence to have Chuck omitted from the Bible. Shortly after all three died of roundhouse kick related deaths.

Chuck Norris used live ammunition during all shoot-outs. When a director once said he couldn’t, he replied, “Of course I can, I’m Chuck Norris,” and roundhouse kicked him in the face.

If paper beats rock, rock beats scissors, and scissors beats paper, what beats all 3 at the same time? Answer: Chuck Norris.

When his martial arts prowess fails to resolve a situation, Chuck Norris plays dead. When playing dead doesn’t work, he plays zombie.

Although it is not common knowledge, there are actually three sides to the Force: the light side, the dark side, and Chuck Norris.

Scientists used to believe that diamond was the world’s hardest substance. But then they met Chuck Norris, who gave them a roundhouse kick to the face so hard, and with so much heat and pressure, that the scientists turned into artificial Chuck Norris.

God offered Chuck Norris the gift to fly, which he swiftly declined for super strength roundhouse ability.

When Chuck Norris was denied a Bacon McMuffin at McDonalds because it was 10:35, he roundhouse kicked the store so hard it became a KFC.

Chuck Norris drinks napalm to quell his heartburn.

A duck’s quack does not echo. Chuck Norris is solely responsible for this phenomenon. When asked why he will simply stare at you, grimly.

Chuck Norris once tried to defeat Garry Kasparov in a game of chess. When Norris lost, he won in life by roundhouse kicking Kasparov in the side of the face.

Chuck Norris’ roundhouse kick is so powerful, it can be seen from outer space by the naked eye.

Chuck Norris doesn’t believe in Germany.

If you want a list of Chuck Norris’ enemies, just check the extinct species list.

Chuck Norris has never blinked in his entire life. Never.

Chuck Norris doesn’t need to swallow when eating food.

If Superman and The Flash were to race to the edge of space you know who would win? Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris eats transformer toys in vehicle mode and poos them out transformed into a robot.

Ironically, Chuck Norris’ hidden talent is invisibility.

Chuck Norris owns the greatest poker face of all-time. It helped him win the 1983 world series of poker despite him holding just a joker, a 2 of clubs, a 7 of spades, and a green number 4 from Uno and a monopoly ‘get out of jail free’ card.

Chuck Norris invented water.

Chuck Norris invented a language that incorporates karate and roundhouse kicks. So next time Chuck Norris is kicking your ass, don’t be offended or hurt, he may be just trying to tell you he likes your hat.

Chuck Norris went looking for a bar but couldn’t find one. He walked to a vacant lot and sat there. Sure enough within an hour an a half someone constructed a bar around him. He then ordered a shot, drank it, and then burned the place to the ground. Chuck Norris yelled over the roar of the flames, “always leave things the way you found em!”

One time while sparring with Wolverine, Chuck Norris accidentally lost his left testicle. You might be familiar with it to this very day by its technical term: Jupiter.

Chuck Norris is Luke Skywalker’s real father.

Contrary to popular belief, Chuck Norris, not the box jellyfish of northern Australia, is the most venomous creature on earth. Within 3 minutes of being bitten, a human being experiences the following symptoms: fever, blurred vision, beard rash, tightness of the jeans, and the feeling of being repeatedly kicked through a car windshield.

Chuck Norris does not use spell check. If he happens to misspell a word, Oxford will simply change the actual spelling of it.

Before science was invented it was once believed that autumn occurred when Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked every tree in existence.

In the original pilot for Star Trek Next Generation, Chuck Norris can be seen powering the USS Enterprise warp drive with his roundhouse kicks.

Chuck Norris isn’t lactose intolerant. He just doesn’t put up with lactose’s shit.

Chuck Norris doesn’t eat. Rather he kicks ass until he’s full.

Scientists in Washington have recently conceded that, if there were a nuclear war, all that would remain are cockroaches and Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris once threated to sue Burger King because they refused to make it his way. When asked what “his way” detailed, he replied: “with barbed wire and nails, of course”. He then roundhouse kicked the reporter for even asking.

Chuck Norris never “gets laid”, rather: “laid gets Chuck”.

Playgirl magazine once asked Chuck Norris to appear naked in an issue, Chuck laughed at the opporunity saying “there isn’t enough paper in the world to contain my bearded member”. He then killed the editors simply by unzipping his pants.

Helen Keller’s favorite color is Chuck Norris

Chuck Norris once walked down the street with a massive erection. There we no survivors.

When Chuck Norris’s wife burned the turkey one Thanksgiving, Chuck said, “Don’t worry about it honey,” and went into his backyard. He came back five minutes later with a live turkey, ate it whole, and when he threw it up a few seconds later it was fully cooked and came with cranberry sauce. When his wife asked him how he had done it, he gave her a roundhouse kick to the face and said, “Never question Chuck Norris.”

Chuck Norris doesnt have AIDS but he gives it to people anyway.

When you open a can of whoop-ass, Chuck Norris jumps out.

On June 7th 1994, Chuck Norris entered the same restaurant supermodel Cindy Crawford was eating at. Instinctively, Cindy swept everything off the table, threw herself on it in a fit of lust, and begged Chuck to ravish her. After Chuck finished his beer, he obliged her. When Chuck's magnificent lead sperm cannoned into Cindy's womb it went straight to one of her ovaries and roared, "Which one of you servile wenches thinks you can handle getting split

open by the Chuck!?" All of the eggs cowered in the corner. The same thing happened at the other ovary. "I didn't fucking think so!" shouted the lead sperm which then lead the rest of the troops back into Chuck's balls. Chuck pulled out; roundhouse kicked Cindy in the face and told her, "Don't ever waste my time again."

Chuck Norris can piss into gale force winds.

There are no disabled people. Only people who have met Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris won 'Jumanji' without ever saying the word. He simply beat the living shit out of everything that was thrown at him, and the game forfeited.

Chuck Norris once bet NASA he could survive re-entry without a spacesuit. On July 19th, 1999, a naked Chuck Norris re-entered the earth's atmosphere, streaking over 14 states and reaching a temperature of 3000 degrees. An embarrassed NASA publicly claimed it was

a meteor, and still owes him a beer.

Chuck Norris got a perfect score on his SAT's, simply by writing Chuck Norris for every answer.

Aliens do exist. They're just waiting for Chuck Norris to die before they attack.

Chuck Norris once ate three 72 oz. steaks in one hour. He spent the first 45 minutes having sex with his waitress.

After much debate, President Truman decided to drop the atomic bomb on Hiroshima rather than the alternative of sending Chuck Norris. It was more "humane".

Chuck Norris doesn't see dead people. He makes people dead.

Chuck Norris once went to a frat party, and proceeded to roundhouse every popped collar in sight. He then trank three kegs and shat on their floor, just because he's Chuck Norris.

Chuck Norris found out about Conan O'Brien's lever that shows clips from "Walker: Texas Ranger" and is working on a way to make it show clips of Norris having sex with Conan's wife.

Chuck Norris doesn't have normal white blood cells like you and I. His have a small black ring around them. This signifies that they are black belts in every form of martial arts and they roundhouse kick the shit out of viruses. That's why Chuck Norris never gets ill.

Chuck Norris's girlfriend once asked him how much wood a woodchuck could chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood. He then shouted, "HOW DARE YOU RHYME IN THE PRESENCE OF CHUCK NORRIS!" and ripped out her throat. Holding his girlfriend's bloody throat in his hand he bellowed, "Don't fuck with Chuck!" Two years and five months later he realized the irony of this statement and laughed so hard that anyone within a hundred mile radius of the blast went deaf.

meron hindi ayaw marami

2011-06-28T14:30:00.001+08:00

Thursday, December 16, 2010 at 2:43am

meron ka ngang kama, hindi mo naman matulugan.
meron ka ngang bahay, hindi ka naman makauwi.
meron ka ngang kotse, hindi mo naman mapaandar.
meron ka ngang kinakain, hindi ka naman nabubusog.
meron ka ngang pera, ayaw mo naman gastusin.
meron ka ngang malaking sweldo, zombie ka naman.
 
tae!
 
mag enjoy lang kasi sa kung anung meron tae!

sakto lang

2011-06-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

Thursday, November 11, 2010 at 4:23am

"kung hindi ka kunteto sa mga bagay na meron ka ngayon, ndi ka sasaya mga bagay na pwede ka pang magkaroon."

kung gs2 mo ng kung anu anung shit, simplehan mo lang at naaayon sa iyong pag ka kuntento.

ok na ko sa skateboard, work, family, kaibigan, barkada, tropa, kaaway, kagalit, assumings, bakstabbers, ditchers, beer, pulutan, night outs, out of towns, pagkain, tulog, gising, dagat, umaga, hapon, gabi, ukay, yosi, karenderya, street foods, walkaton, laughtrip, hitch,.

ke me pera ke wala nagagaw ko ito.

maarte lang masyado ung mga taong ndi masaya sa kung anung meron sila.

i can SEA the horizon

2011-06-28T14:25:00.000+08:00

Friday, October 29, 2010 at 4:06am

mas ok na walang pera at nasa tabing dagat ka, may skateboard ka, may tropa kang lokal, namumuhay ng simple...

kesa sa madaming pera pero puro ingay, gulo, polusyon, sakit ng ulo at kung anu anu pang shit meron sa syudad!!!

stop crab mentality

2011-06-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, October 20, 2010 at 11:11pm

stop crab mentality

walang patutunguhan yan, kayo kayo din ang mawawasak.

bzzt!!! :p

RPGeek (playstation 1)

2011-06-28T14:01:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, September 28, 2010 at 3:02am

some of my fave games that ive finished and still playing them.

Final Fantasy 7

Final Fantasy 8

Final Fantasy TacticsFinal Fantasy Antology

Castlevanina: Symphony of the Night

Star Ocean 2

Lunar 1 and 2

Silent Hill 1

Legend of Legaia

Robort Wars 5

Resident Evil 2 and 3

Front Mission

Xeno Gears

Suikoden 1 and 2

Breath of fire 3

Tenchu: Stealth Assassin

Brigandine: Legend of Forsena

Wild Arms 3

Thousand Arms

hehehehe geek

playful ghost

2011-06-28T13:58:00.000+08:00

Monday, September 27, 2010 at 1:12am

i sheshare ko lang kaht sabihin mo na nasa utak ko lang, o nag iimbento, o katang isip lang o adik o kung anu man.

pagkatapos kumain kagabi mga bandang 9 or 10 nakahiga na ko, tinawag ako ni ermats at sinabing ligpitin ko ung lamesa, itapon basura, hugasan plato.

ginawa ko na. after nun, inutusan nya akong hanapin ung radyo na chowking (freebie sa chowking na radyo).

hindi ko nakita kaht saan, sa lamesa sa sala, sa hapag kainan, sa sopa, sa kwarto etc.

dalawa lang naman kami magkasama sa sala at nasa kwarto ang iba at nasa labas.

nung sinabi ni ermats na wag mo na hanapin, syet biglang nasa lamesa na nilinis ko.

uulitin ko nilinis ko, malaki ung radyo para ndi ko makita doon.

si ermats na hindi gaano naniniwala sa mapaglarong elemento ay kinilabutan na din.

the same happen kannang madaling araw with her eyeglasses :)

weird

hey ho lets go!!!

2011-06-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, September 15, 2010 at 10:35pm

hey you, the one who keeps me telling: "nagbago ka na" (negative)

mind this, i aint goin back!!!

lahat na naman may issues eh, kaso ndi mo pwede dalin ung baggage ko.

hahaha chumill ka lang, dati ayaw nyo, ngayon ayaw nyo pa rin.

hu cares brah? wala ka na pala pake so MYOB!!!

you know how i do, you know the real story dba? pero saka na lang uli.

you, you and you. your not worth my everything.

and i think no one.

so hopefully this will be the last time na maririnig ko sayo, sa iba at sa lahat. ok???

simba lang katapat nyan tsong!

peace out!!!

NICE!!!

2011-06-28T13:49:00.001+08:00

Sunday, September 12, 2010 at 11:57pm

SKATE???

NICE!!!

PARTY???

NICE!!!

LETS GO TO A NICE PLACE!!!

3 x 3

2011-06-28T13:48:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, September 1, 2010 at 2:00am

i was reading an article about clairvoyance and its kinds...

like WTH??? THIRD EAR???

weird but hey who knows, maybe i have third nose LOL!!!

Happy New Year

2011-06-28T13:43:00.001+08:00

Wednesday, July 21, 2010 at 1:18am

2001 - had my 1st serious

2003 - had my life stock on one till 2004

2005 - a lower batch catches my attention and made my year

2007 - unexpected fall on someone that can never be

2009 - a wonderful challenging year yet no clear answers has been made

2011 - ???

weird coz all are in odd numbers

nakakahiya kayo

2011-06-28T13:42:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, August 25, 2010 at 9:24pm

lalo na yung nag papapicture sa hostage drama scene sa quirino grandstand.

nakuha pa ngumiti lalo na ung mga etsudyante, malamang wala kayong pake o hindi nyo naabsorb ung lungkot ng senaryo.

mag alay man lang sana kayo ng kandila, o kahit pag nag daan kayo eh wag naman kayo magpa picture pwede na yon, masasabi na un na nakiramay kayo kunyare.

at ung mga pulis na nag papapicture din, ndi na nga kayo ang bumanat, nagka leche leche na ang taktika nyo, nakuha pa mag pa picture sa scene.

kawawa naman ung mga pinoy na talaga nakikiramay sa lungkot, nadadamay sila sa mga negatibong komento tungkol sa mga lecheng nagpapa picture.

mas makabubuti pang mag dota na lang kayo kesa mag pa picture doon. at sa mga nag mamagaling na dapat daw ganito o ganun ang ginawa ng mga pulis, eh mag counterstrike na lang kayo at dun nyo ilabas ang galing nyo sa taktika.

sige na bida na kayo... sa katangahan. tsk

yun oh!!! tsk

im not afraid

2011-06-28T13:41:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, August 24, 2010 at 6:10am

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone what you feel. If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs.

pencil and imagination

2011-06-28T13:39:00.003+08:00

Monday, August 16, 2010 at 11:46pm

masarap maging gifted LOL!!!

choose

2011-06-28T13:39:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, August 10, 2010 at 7:57am

which one is hard:

saying something and wish you hadn't

saying nothing and wish you had

1, 2 ,3 GO!!!

2011-06-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, August 3, 2010 at 11:51pm

3 simple things before i settle down:

car

house

to be a millionare

no more no less

10 years...

2011-06-28T13:34:00.002+08:00

Sunday, June 20, 2010 at 1:58pm

balat mo makinis pa sa balat ng hito...

kasi mas madalas ka pa mag birthday kesa maligo...

taena laughtrip loonie hahahaha!!!

2011-06-28T13:34:00.001+08:00

Sunday, June 6, 2010 at 9:37pm

im missing a lot of things right now...

but i think its best for me to miss those things for now...

il get back at ya'll when the time is right...

but one thing is fo sho, im awesome...

:)

kick push

2011-06-28T13:32:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, May 18, 2010 at 5:10am

gusto mo pala ako lumapit eh...

edi wag ka lumayo...

gusto mo ko lumayo???

wag ka ng lumapit...

digs???

random

2011-06-28T13:27:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, May 5, 2010 at 3:21am

mas maganda kung ndi lahat ng bagay na meron sya dapat meron ka din para mag click kyo, o kaya masabayan mo trip nya, or para lang mahulog loob mo or loob nya...

mas maganda kung anu meron ka, wala sya at kung anu wala ka, meron sya, para meron kayong na sheshare sa isa't isa...

:)

unexpectedly unexpected...

2011-06-28T13:26:00.000+08:00

Saturday, April 10, 2010 at 10:52pm

a boring friday turns to be something really worth smiling...

i never thought id see you agen... so soon

i was surprised wen some girl called my name and then i saw you...

hahaha funny coz i said to myself that wen i see you agen il just say hi den bounce...

but it didnt turned to be like dat...

nice seeing you agen... ;)

THE ROLE OF INDUSTRIAL DESIGN IN PRODUCT DEVELOPMENT

2011-06-28T13:24:00.000+08:00

Sunday, January 17, 2010 at 10:18am

THE ROLE OF INDUSTRIAL DESIGN IN PRODUCT DEVELOPMENT

Industrial Design is the professional service of creating, and developing concepts and specifications that optimizes the function, value and appearance of products and systems for the mutual benefit of both the user and the manufacturer.

Industrial Designers develop these concepts and specifications through collection, analysis, and synthesis of data guided by the special requirements of the client and manufacturer.

They are trained to prepare clear and concise recommendations through drawings, models and verbal descriptions.

Industrial Design services are often provided within the context of cooperative working relationships with other members of the development group. Typical group are Management, Marketing, Engineering and Production embody all relevant design criteria determined by the group.

The Industrial Design contribution places emphasis on those aspects of the product or system that relate most directly to human characteristics, needs and interests. This contribution requires understanding of the visual, tactile, safety and convenience criteria with concern for the user.

Education of experience, in anticipating psychological, physiological and sociological factors that influence the perception of the user and essential industrial design resources.

In addition to supplying concepts, for products and systems, Industrial Designers are often retained for consultation in a variety of problems, that have to do with the client's image, such assignments include product and organization identity systems, development of communications systems, interior space planning, exhibit design, advertising devices, packaging design among many others.

Their expertise is sought in a wide variety of administrative arenas to assist in developing industrial standards, regulating guidelines and quality control procedures to improve manufacturing operations and products.

Industrial Designers as professionals are guided by their awareness of obligations to fulfill contractual responsibilities to clients, to protect public safety and well being to respect the environment. And to observe ethical business

2010 kickstart...

2011-06-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

Monday, January 4, 2010 at 10:50am

madami may galit, iretable, at inis sakin hahaha...

goodluck...

have a good new year na lang sa inyo...

:D

last note for this year!!! (2009)

2011-06-28T13:18:00.000+08:00

Sunday, November 15, 2009 at 9:39am

one of the reasons why people get so sentimental...
its because, memories are the only things that don't change.

When everything else does... there are things in life that you can't hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it.

sometimes destiny isn't always good, it becomes playful.

when you met someone you learned to love, you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross.

but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create? making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn't really meant to stay.

but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you've fallen.

it's not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love.

some might think it's just an excuse... some might not actually believe... some will blame you... some might even be mad at you.

what they don't see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserve to be hurt.

especially when you can't actually state the reason why you have to leave...

you can never own something that was never yours... so let's stop gripping on things we expect to last forever.

nothing lasts forever... everything is transitory.

so while you have something in your hand, put in mind that it's just borrowed... so that someday when its gone, it won't take you eternity to let it go.

one of the irony of love is holding on when you need to let go... and letting go when you need to hold on.

when your feelings get strong for someone, its always wise to stop for a while and give your heart a time to breathe... a time to used your mind yo weigh the situation based on reason not emotion.

because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship.

love can sometimes be magic... but magic can sometimes be an illusion.

there are times when i wished that i was limited to certain emotions... so that i'll never experience pain, feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken.

but the same thing means i'll never know how it feels to love and be loved in return... the thought of it kind of scares me.

to have a heart that's whole but numb... or a heart that's broken but real.

someday we'll be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight.

maybe when that time comes, we'll be laughing at our old dumb selves... realize how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew weren't really meant for us.

but i guess learning takes time, and mistake make one's journey fun...

life is what we make it... love makes the world go round... and one of the things money cannot buy.

so let's live, love and take whatever pain it brings... though it's hard to wait around for something that i know will never happen... but its harder to stop when i know it's everything i have always wanted.

i guess i can now say that i've change... after all i have been through this year, i've learned many things... but it takes me a lot of time to figure out why things happen... after all everything is my fault... i forgive myself for everything that happen to me and someone special to me...

but you know what??? am glad... am glad it happened... with no regrets. CHEERS!!!

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY

2011-06-28T13:15:00.002+08:00

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ

Monday, November 9, 2009 at 9:01pm

Wilson just took Psychology Personality quiz.

Dear Wilson E. Alinea, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always ...happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

akong ako ba??? hahaha!!!
akong ako eh hahaha!!!

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

MEN SHOULD ACT LIKE MEN!!! strong beer should really be strong!!! hahahaha!!!

2011-06-28T13:11:00.001+08:00

FROM FACEBOOK NOTE
Monday, July 20, 2009 at 2:09pm

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us,
and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him,
without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes
without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls or texts you,
but at 2 in the morning, we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
That it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty / beautiful / gorgeous/ cute / stunning,
we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take advantage of the mood I'm in.

Let us pay for you! Don't feel bad.
We enjoy doing it. It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.

Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place,
you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have
or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome / beautiful',
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!'
instead of 'Hey baby / stud / cutie / sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
If you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!

Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say, 'I love you'...and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys repost this if you agree.
Girls repost this if you think it's cute.

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.

2006-07-22T04:02:00.000+08:00

CYLIDRICAL PACKAGE DESIGN

ok.... i know u all are laughing right now to death.. hahaha.. joke.. but really... fuck y do we have to design things like this.. urgh... but im thinking of putting manny pacquiao as the image hehehe........

2006-07-22T03:44:00.000+08:00

FOOTBALL SHOE DESIGN

this is a football shoe that i've design. this is my 1st major plate(project) for this sem and there's 6 MORE.. fuck hope i cud do this hehehe... oh well... so now u know y im too busy huh! hehehe

hassle

2006-06-28T19:58:00.000+08:00

e2 ung project ko...

e2 pa isang pic...

e2 tapos na

isa lang masasabi ko... BUSY AKO babay

2006-06-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

putangina
putangina
putangina
putangina
putangina
putangina
putangina
putangina

un lang...

wala pa panahon mag post kasi

putangina
putangina
putangina
putangina
putangina
putangina

bahala na......

7 days

2006-04-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

On my way to see my friends
who lived a couple blocks away from me (owh)
As I walked through the subway it must have been about quarter past three
In front of me stood a beautiful honey with a beautiful body
She asked me for the time
I said it'd cost her her name a six digit number & a date with me tomorrow at nine

Did she decline? No
Didn't she mind? I don't think so
Was it for real? Damn sure What was the deal?
A pretty girl aged 24 So was she keen? She couldn't wait
Cinnamon queen? let me update
What did she say? She said she'd love to
rendezvous
She asked me what we were gonna do said we'd start with a bottle of moet for two

Monday

took her for a drink on

Tuesday

we were making love by

Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday

I met this girl on

Monday took her for a drink on

Tuesday we were making love by

Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday

Nine was the time

cos I'll be getting mine

and she was looking fine

smooth talker she told me She'd love to unfold me all night long

Ooh I loved the way she kicked it

from the front to back she flipped (back she flipped it, ooh the way she kicked it)

And I oh oh

I yeah hope that she'd care cos

I'm a man who'll always be there

Ooh yeah

I'm not a man to play around baby

Ooh yeah cos a one night stand isn't really fair

From the first impression

girl hmm you don't seem to be like that

Cos there's no need to chat for there'll be plenty for that

From the subway to my home

endless ringing of my phone

When you feeling all alone

all you gotta do is just call me call me

Monday
took her for a drink on
Tuesday
we were making love by
Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday
I met this girl on
Monday took her for a drink on
Tuesday we were making love by
Wednesday and on Thursday & Friday & Saturday we chilled on Sunday

(Break it down, uh break it down)

Since I met this special lady ooh yeah

I can't get her of my mind

She's one of a kind And I ain't about to deny it

It's a special kind thing with you-oh.......

wala

2006-04-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

new life for me from now on...

thanks to those people who shares their greatness in life...

zzzzzzzzzzzzz....

sus

2006-04-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

ayos ba to?!? ginawa ko lang sa paint.. wala magawa eh hahaha...

(tsaka na ko mag popost ng malulupit okie?!? zzzzzzzzzzzzz)

shoe shine

2006-03-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

REYNOLDS 2 PRO-MODEL

VANS HALF-CAB CLASSIC MODEL

EMERICA CRASS MODEL

FALLEN CHIEF MODEL THOMAS PRO MODEL EDITION

ETNIES CALLICUT EDITION

all this are my dream shoes that'll soon be mine haha...

patay tayo dyan!!

2006-03-19T10:42:00.000+08:00

PATAY

Bkt ang buhay ndi pinapansin??
Bkt sa buhay laging mali ang nkikita??
Bkt pagbuhay lahat ng gawin mo mali, lahat ng gawin mo panget! puro nlng un ang pinapansin!

Bkt pagbuhay ka ndi ka bisitahin ng mga taong nakakakilala syo??
bkt d ka man lng maalala? mapansin??
o makita man lang na andyan ka para sa kanila!?!

KAILANGAN BA NATING MAMATAY BAGO MAPANSIN?!

Bkt kung kailan patay na ang tao o wla na ang isang bagay, tska natin hinahanap?!
Bkt d ntn hanapin pag buhay?
Bkt kailan mamatay bago hanapin?!

Bkt kailangan mawala para mapansin ang mga
kagandang nadulot sa atin ng isang bagay o tao??
Bkt ndi natin napansin na sya ay isang mabuting tao nung sya ay buhay pa??
bkt ndi ntn nalaman na ito ay mahalagang bagay nung nasa atin pa ito??

Napansin mo ba na andyan sya sa tabi mo? nung sya ay buhay pa?!
Napansin mo ba ang mga mabubuting bagay na nagawa nya nung sya ay buhay pa??
o puro mali na lng nya ang pinapansin mo??
Nalaman mo na ba na sya ay importante? nung mga oras na katuwang mo sya??
Nasabi mo na bang ang ganda ganda nya? nung sya ay kaharap mo??

O GAGAWIN MO PLANG LAHAT YAN PAG PATAY NA SYA??

buti pa ang patay binibisita
buti pa ang mawala hinahanap
buti pa ang patay inaalala ang mga mabubuting nagawa
buti pa ang mawala iniyakan....

PERO BKT ANG BUHAY HINDI NAPAPANSIN??!!?!?!

cguro ganito tlga ang buhay na naitakda at ndi maaring mabago...

PERO...

TAMA BA ITO???

ouch !!

2006-03-15T18:05:00.000+08:00

ilong ko nabiyak!!!!!! un lang babay

Only one

2006-03-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

"Only One"
Yellowcard

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

valentino

2006-03-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

Just some of my plates(assighment in art) for valentines. Pangit kaya pagtyagaan nyo na lang... hehehe wala lang gs2 ko lang ipakita to heheh.... ung nasa pinakataas d pa tapos un eh 10 min ko lang ginawa un para lang may ipakita sa prof haha pero ung nasa gtna un ang napili... ung kagaya nun na nasa pinakababa un ung unang concept ko... improve ko raw un eh haha

kotse ko

2006-03-07T02:45:00.000+08:00

This is one of my favorite render work of mine. Just use canson paper and some gray markers and poster colors for the details. Ill post some of my other works nxt time.. see yah!!

d akin 2

2006-03-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

Things learned from intergender friendships

By Mariel G. Calalo
YOU contributor

THE PREMISE of this article lies on the principle that sometimes, loving a person doesn't mean it has to be romantic and loving a person for the rest of your life doesn't mean you have to end up marrying them. Can a man and a woman just be friends? I'd say yes and they should be.

-Hindi dahil kinaibigan ka, liligawan ka na. Not every guy who befriends you has an ulterior motive. Get over yourself. Don't flatter yourself. There is a reason why he befriended you, but don't automatically assume that it's because he wants to be your so-called boyfriend. If this will be the principle you'll follow every time someone asks you to be his friend, you're gonna miss a great deal from the friendship.

-Hindi dahil mabait sa iyo, nililigawan ka na. There are people who are naturally sweet and kind. There are people who are innately good and no matter how wicked you seem, they just find it so easy to be kind to you. It doesn't mean he is courting you. Don't put yourself through unnecessary stress trying to figure out if he's courting you or not. Because I think if he is, you won't have to guess, you'll know and you'll be very certain about it.

-Hindi dahil he talks to you a lot, he loves you na. You don't befriend a person if you absolutely abhor him, right? Chances are you make sense when he talks to you, or you're probably very patient listening to him. The two of you probably connect on some level but why does it always have to be assumed to be romantic? Being two intelligent, mature human beings, you need to accept that it's nice to share a cup of coffee over a stimulating conversation, and that you don't have to automatically put romantic connotation to it. Relieve yourself of the pressure. It's just coffee and a shared interest.

-Hindi dahil cute ang friend mo, crush/love mo na siya. This is the most amusing thing that hit me lately. People always assume that because your friend is cute or should I say, hot (because cute is a word you describe your high school crush while hot is a word you use to describe a hunk), "lakas amats mo na for repapips!" Let me just say this, at least from my own personal experience, I'm just nearsighted, I haven't gone blind. I can still appreciate God's creation! However, there will always be weird things, crazy things, stupid things that will keep you, believe me, from having a crush on him. First of all, you'd know his history with women, enough to judge what's good for you. Second, don't you just hate it when a guy who's absolutely always put together, who looks intelligent enough pronounces the word country as "kawntri" and the word mango as "meynggo." Call me crazy for judging a person just because he can't pronounce these words right. I admit, I'm crazy.

-Hindi dahil you hang out with each other most of the time, you'd end up being boyfriend-girlfriend. Self-explanatory... There are a thousand, no million different reasons why things don't always turn out that way. There is no one proven formula. For all we know, the reason why he likes hanging out with you is because he likes getting kikay tips from you. He probably plans on being kikay himself and he needs a mentor.

-A dinner with a guy friend does not necessarily mean equate to a date. Especially if you're paying for your share no. Hello? Three things to consider: the place, the topic and how the two of you actually planned to meet. First, how it was planned. If it were a date expect that he would ask you out at least three days before the actual date to give you some lead time, to give you the notion that you are not just a filler on his schedule. Second, the place. If it were a real date, the both of you would want real food and a place where you could really talk things through. Don't go out with a guy to a movie on Friday night if you're really serious about him. Going to a movie is more like treating him like a "filler" just because you had nothing to do on a Friday night so you might as well go out. Topic. Ha! You wouldn't be talking about chikang artista, chikang opisina or argue if the one girl's boobs are real or not. You would be probably talking about sensible, quite personal stuff.

I therefore conclude that platonic relationships are never complicated; people just have tendencies to complicate them.

aries

2006-03-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

The Dark Side of my Sign... (sad but true)

Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 20)

(I really dont believe in zodiac signs or horoscope... but its a coincidense that some that is written here i think is true about me... i just dont know about the others.)

-A warrior at heart, you thrive on challenges and any strife and dramas, you are tempted to stir things up, just to keep yourself happy.

-You are also rather intolerant of mistakes and don't have patience for weakness or failings in others.

-And sometimes, you can be quite a snob(true) as well you like to be seen at the right places or wear the right clothes.

-And you're also prone to bossiness.

-Your restless nature may make you quit a project suddenly if you can't sustain the interest

Advice:

-Get off your high horse and pay your dues before people will accept you.

-Learn to be more tolerant of others and try to see the other person's side of the story.

-If you believe in what you do, you can move mountains.

message me if you want 2 know the dark side of your sign.

relasyon

2006-03-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

PSEUDO-RELATIONSHIPS

The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage...

bsahin nyo n lng...

Others call it MU or mutual understanding.
Pseudo-relationships.
Pseudo-boyfriends
.Pseudo-girlfriends.
Flings....Almost like a relationship, but not quite...

It is a phase where the persons involved are more than friends, but not quite lovers. Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa. Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.

This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for different reasons:

- It can happen after a break-up.You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.

- It can also happen before a relationship,iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam.

- Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag- seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang. (tama ba un?!)

- Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na (yeah nangyari na sakin 2 haha). Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa boy/girl(sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya gnagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangangaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo.

"This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng "KALARO. "Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kze wala talagang kasiguraduhan. So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?

Iba't ibang dahilan:

- Puwedeng for fun lang.

- Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom. "Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.

For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you're after is that "kilig" feeling. But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real.And usually, in this kind of set up, merong malulugi.. "ung nainlove sa taong taken na.."Una, you can't ask him/her to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo?! You will always be uncertain about your role in his/her life. You can't expect him/her to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other boys/girls,you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos? Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him/her? You can't be sure if he/she feels the same way.B aka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him/her you love him/her, you can't. Because you're not sure if he/she will like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang...

This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all. Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much?What if you have invested all your emotions and this man/woman hasn't?What if you remain faithful to him/her,not entertaining other guys/gals,only to find out that he/she is seeing other girls/boys?Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting.When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it.Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar, kasi sa isang pseudo-relationship, wala kang pinanghahawakan.Kasi sa pseudo- relationship, there is no "us."Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us"!

hahahaha

2006-03-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

2006-03-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

It is NOT IMPORTANT that you are not perfect and that your special someone is not perfect either What is important is, that you are PERFECT for each other...

Once you say I LOVE YOU to a person you automatically give that person the right/authority to HURT YOU....

Remember that the BEST RELATIONSHIP Is when you LOVE each other... Love is STANDING IN not FALLING FOR It is primarily GIVING not RECEIVING It is by giving ones life with JOY, INTEREST, UNDERSTANDING, HUMOR KNOWLEDGE and of course SADNESS....

Don't waste your time WAITING for SOMEONE who never really love what you have or felt but OPEN your HEART AGAIN and GIVE YOURSELF the chance to find someone who would make the PAIN and SACRIFICE LOVE WORTHY!...

Remember, IF we LOSE LOVE we LOSE it for a REASON that reason may be TOO HARD but whatever it is we just have TO BELIEVE that GOD takes AWAY where HE give us SOMEONE BETTER...

joke

2006-03-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

joke...joke..joke
>>
>> Erap: "Doc, I accidentally swallowed a chicken bone!"
>> Doc: "Is it choking?"
>> Erap: "No, it is Max's."
>> Doc: "I don't mean 'Chow King', I mean, are you choking..."
>> Erap: "No, Doc! Serioso ako, Doc!"
>>
>>
>>
>> > > > Ano sa Tagalog ang asawa? ("May bahay")
>> > > > Ano naman ang kabit? ("May condo")
>>
>>
>> Doc: "Ano ang trabaho mo, iha?"
>> Girl: "Substitute po."
>> Doc: "Di kaya prostitute ?"
>> Girl: "Doc, Mommy ko ang prostitute. Kung hindi siya puwede, ako
>>ang
>> pumapalit!"
>>
>>
>>
>> Erap: "Magkano papunta sa Makati?"
>> Taxi Driver: kayo lang po'ng mag-isa?"
>> Erap: "Bakit, hindi ka sasama?"
>>
>>
>> In an obstetricians clinic:
>> Doc: "Hubad na, iha. Huwag kang mag-alala... I won't take
>>advantage of
>> you!"
>> Girl: "eh, Doc, Saan ko po ilalagay ang panty at bra ko?"
>> Doc: "Diyan lang sa may tabi ng brief ko."
>>
>>
>> Sa seminario:
>> Madre: "Father, pagsabihan mo naman yung mga seminarista. Umiihi
>>sila sa
>> pader!"
>> Father: "Sister naman. Maliit na bagay, huwag mo nang pansinin!"
>> Madre: "Naku, Father, malalaki po!"
>>
>>
>> Dalawang madre ang kinidnap ng dalawang lalaki at sila'y hinalay.
>> Madre #1: "Ama, patawarin mo po siya at hindi niya alam ang
>>kanyang
>> ginagawa."
>> Madre #2: "Sister, yung sa akin, marunong!"
>>
>>
>> At their honeymoon:
>> 60-yr old Pastor to his young bride:
>> "Honey, before we do it, let's first pray for guidance."
>> Young bride: "Darling, just pray for endurance, I'll take care of
>>the
>> guidance!"
>>
>>
>> At Bill Gate's wife's first press conference:
>> Reporter: "How does it feel to have sex with the world's richest
>>man?"
>> BG's Wife: "No big deal...The world know why he named his company
>> Microsoft!"

2006-03-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

SORI KORNI AKO

> > > > > >Intsik patay punta sa heaven,
> > > > > >he asks St. Peter: "Ano dyan sa kabila?"
> > > > > >St. Peter: "Wala, impyerno. Super init!!"
> > > > > >Intsik: "Lipat ako dun." St. Peter: "Ha? Bakit?!"
> > > > > >Intsik: "Ako benta ice water."

> > >> > > If only Adam and Eve were Chinese they would
> > > > > >not have committed the original sin.
> > > > > >They would have eaten the snake and sold the apple.

> > > > > > Bakit laging Intsik ang kinikidnap?
> > > > > >Kasi pag Pinoy - hulugan!
> > > > > >Pag Bumbay - 5-6!
> > > > > >Pag Kano - credit card!
> > > > > >E pag Intsik - C.O.D.!!!!

> > > > > > Lulubog na ang barko...
> > > > > >PARI: San Pedro, San Jose...
> > > > > >MADRE: Sta. Fe, Sta. Lucia, Sta. Clara...
> > > > > >INTSIK: Anu ba kayo, lubok na balko! tawak pa kayo pasahelo!

> > > > > >Ano ang animal na di sigurado? BAKA.
> > > > > >Ano naman and laging napuputol? CAT.
> > > > > >E, ano naman ang palaging ayos? Eh, di OX.
> > > > > >Paano naman ang pangit? Eh di COW!

> > > > > >Alam mo ba kung bakit hulog ka ng langit?
> > > > > >DAHIL BAWAL KA DOON...!

> > > > > >General: Mr. President, I think our troops are
> > > > > >over-fatigued.
> > > > > >Erap: Okay. Let them wear khaki naman for a change.

> > > > > >What's the difference between ACCIDENT, CALAMITY and DISASTER?
> > > > > >When your girlfriend gets pregnant - ACCIDENT
> > > > > >When you live with her - CALAMITY
> > > > > >When your wife finds out - DISASTER!

> > > > > >A Filipino, a Black man, and a White guy are in a bar
> > > > > >having a drink.
> > > > > >When a gorgeous woman comes up to them and says, "Whoever
> > > > > >can use the words 'liver' and 'cheese' in a creative sentence can
> > > > > >have me for tonight." > > > > > >So the White guy says "I love liver and cheese." She says
> > > > > >"That's not good enough"
> > > > > >The Black man says "I hate liver and cheese" She says "That's not > >creative"
> > > > > >Finally, the Filipino says "Liver alone, cheese mine!"

> > > > > >What's the difference between! corruption in the USA and corruption
> > > > > >in the Philippines?
> > > > > >In the US, they go to jail. In the Philippines, they go to the US!

> > > > > >Pari: What's your problem, son?
> > > > > >Man: I'm so depressed, Father.
> > > > > >My son is an addict, my daughter is a prostitute and my
> > > > > >wife is a gambler.
> > > > > >Pari: Tsk! Tsk! Disastrous! Is there anything positive in
> > > > > >your life, son?
> > > > > >Man: Meron, Father... my AIDS test.

argh

2006-03-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

ANG DRAMA MO PUGKO

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs. Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what wedon't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

*People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend. If i die tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart and remember u 4 a lifetime. Would I be in yours? Would i be remembered?

it was fun at all

2006-03-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

It was Fun at All

Last thursday wen were in the middle of the class discussion, i fall asleep. Suddenly melissa came by to get her shades back. I have the shades and i was asleep, i thought it was all a dream... i give her shades then *poop* it became coco crunch!!! hahaha just kidding... i then go back to sleep and wen my whole being is awake, i ask myself was it a dream?? haha my classmate told me that it was not a dream "lasing ka lang bugok!!" hahaha.

After that, we watch the concert organized by architecture. It was fun wen it was kamikazee performance. Thay play my fave song Girlfriend!! yeah... and all was kinky stuff shits they did haha. Of course dota moments.. it was goooooood!!! hahaha...

Friday i was really tired. But wen my drawing of the car was graded.... wel... il just post the pic of my drawing and ur the one to judge it haha... then that night.. it was my friends concert at mayrics... its ok... but a lot of screamo shit was played... honestly i dont like scremo music... it sucks to hell... id rather listen to love songs than screamo nyahahaha...

im stuck here... help

fghgfgh

2006-02-27T14:42:00.000+08:00

beat my score... 30 NA!!!!!!!!!! hehe beginner pa lang eh.. just try to shoot the paper into the trashcan...

eyes eyes baby

2006-02-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

EYES EYES BABY

this eyes??

wel nutin much about it..

its just that its so beautiful...

so expressive...

so deep...

so wonderful...

it can decieve...

it can melt...

it wil take you to heaven...

its clear...

its bright...

cant help but stare...

whenever i want to see this eyes...

i will just look at the night sky so clear and so wide...

w/o clouds covering... with the moon so bright...

its the eye of both angel and demon...

2006-02-25T19:32:00.000+08:00

boring ngaun...
mamatay ako nito...
tinamad ako pumunta uste la ako kasama...
d naman ako makatulog...
d naman ako tumataba kht kain ako ng kain...
inom tayo...
d na ko nakakagimik...

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2006-02-25T02:52:00.000+08:00

well i was watching while ago a documentary about EDSA REVOLUTION... why there is such revolution in our country.. why people go out in streets eventhough they knew that they will die...

and in my point of view.. i was so disappoint.. wer in an undeclared martial law...

and its sucks...

GTO

2006-02-24T19:44:00.000+08:00

I think you've all heard about onizuka( for those anime adiks).. a must watch anime now on its sequel featuring real life personalities.. the second best anime for me.. (samurai x is my first fav ya know??)

GTO is a shounen manga series by Fujisawa Tooru, by Kodansha Comics. It’s about a man named Onizuka Eikichi (he is legendary), a former motorbike gamng member and a troublemaker when he's in highschool, who doesn't really have much prospects until one day he decides to be a teacher. The head of an academy is interested in his "methods" and lets him teach (much to the principal's...pain...>: )= Onizuka isn't much of a teacher as far as school subjects go, but he is a VERY good teacher in "life". Each story in the manga basically deals with him straightening out his students...but with not your typical methods... This is a hilarious, and sometimes even...heartwarming...anime/manga series (you've gotta love Onizuka...no matter how stupid he is ^_^ )

I think anime stores have this in DVDs hahaha..

ratings: 10 out of 10 yeah!!!

you think you knew all??

2006-02-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

so you think you know all??

Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The
spray blocks the
mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.

Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept
at least 6 feet away
from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting
from the flush.

The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as
substitute for Blood
plasma.

No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7
times.
Donkeys kill more people annually than plane
crashes.

You burn more calories sleeping than you do
watching television.
Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are
fty years of age or older.

The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's
gum.

The king of hearts is the only king without a
moustache.

A Boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright
brother's first flight.

American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by
eliminating 1 olive from each
salad served in first-class.

Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.

Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking
you up in the morning.

The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are
called aglets.

Most dust particles in your house are made from
dead skin.

The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of
lung cancer.

Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike annually
than all of the Nike
factory workers in Malaysia combined

Marilyn Monroe had six toes.

All US Presidents have worn glasses. Some just
didn't like being seen
wearing them in public.

Walt Disney was afraid of mice.

Pearls melt in vinegar.

Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal
ads for dating are
already married.

The three most valuable brand names on earth:
Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and
Budweiser, in that order.

It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not
downstairs.

A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why.

The reason firehouses have circular stairways is
from the days when the
engines were pulled by horses. The horses were
stabled on the ground floor
and figured out how to walk up straight staircases.

Richard Millhouse Nixon was the first US president
whose name contains all
the letters from the word "criminal." The second
was William Jefferson Clinton.

Turtles can breathe through their butts.

Butterflies taste with their feet.

In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy
than all of the world's nuclear weapons combined.

On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point
pens every year.

On average people fear spiders more than death.

Ninety percent of New York City cabbies are
recently arrived immigrants.

Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or
older.

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.

The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an
inch every year
because when it was built, engineers failed to take
into account the weight of all the books that would
occupy the building.

A snail can sleep for three years.

No word in the English language rhymes with "MONTH."

Average life span of a major league baseball: 7
pitches.

Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but
our nose and ears never
stop growing. SCARY!!!

The electric chair was invented by a dentist.

All polar bears are left handed.

In ancient Egypt, priests plucked EVERY hair from
their bodies, including
their eyebrows and eyelashes.

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.

TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made
using the letters only on
one row of the keyboard.

"Go," is the shortest complete sentence in the English
language.

A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

The cigarette lighter was invented before the
match.

Americans on average eat 18 acres of pizza every
day.

Almost everyone who reads this email will try to lick
their elbow.

hum hum hum

2006-02-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

wel stress na naman amf.. kakaantok pero d maka2log... wel yesterday(monday) tangina pumasok pa ako 2 hrs lang wala pang class hahaha... d best... tapos nung pauwi pa ko may magpapakamatay pang katulong... hahaha... eksena dami tao hahaha...

kanna wala namang nangyaring maganda... ganun pa rin... pota nakakatamad ngayong araw... help me

enuf

2006-02-19T12:36:00.000+08:00

i think ive given myself enuf tym to purge my feelings... and yes... its over... thats a long tym... hahaha... "FROM NOW OWN YOU WILL NEVER SEE ANY DRAMATIC POSTS AGAIN NOR IN MYSELF" mark my word... bcoz y bother so much drama when ders a plenty of happiness w8ng for you... and its not my role to be dramatic.. hahaha... wat abaout love?? hahaha.. i dont care anymore if someone dumped me or not... like my cuz said... "d mo kawalan yan.. kawalan nila yan" haha der is really a few people who really knows me... enjoy life... hahaha... d naman kc talaga ako ung tipong emotional... inaasar na nga akong EMo eh... grrr... binigyan ko lang ung sad part ko ng panahon para ilabas hahaha... wtf... ive got 3 tickets 2 star city 5 rides lang wanna join?? just tell me frst 3 lang hahahaha... thats all for now... byers zzzzzzzzzzzzz

masaya....

2006-02-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

yup... my day was super... really... i skate 4 around 6 hrs straight w/c i seldom do now coz of schoolin... and im w/ my 2 best buds.. my cuzins... lakbayan na naman to tsong... hahaha... another panlalaet attack and reminiscing again all the good and bad times haha... dota pa??? tara!!! siomai?? hahaha...

addicted 2 ska agen... ska punk yeah!!! the genre that makes me hapi wen im sad and lonely... yeah...

uhhh...

2006-02-18T02:54:00.000+08:00

natauhan ako sa tinanong ng pinsan ko sakin... "siguro ang dami mong regret?!" d ko halos masagot ang tanong na yan ng matino... ewan ko... kasi totoo... buti pa cla kilala ako... ung iba hindi... pero masya na ako na kht papaano may konting nakakilala sakin... d ko man lang naisip sa sarili na marami na pala akong regret sa past ko... salamat at pinaalaala mo sakin yan...

anu ba tong pinopost ko... hahaha gagu pinsan ko eh... dakilang manunulot... pero bilib ako sa knya... d ko na alam gagawin ko ngayon... umiiral nanaman pagiging negative thinker ko hahaha cge baboosh

cough cough

2006-02-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

no life from me from now on....
will u plis leave me alone...
for just a moment...
dont give any comment...

dont pretend to know me...
your time will be wasted...
because your eyes cant see...
my inner-self that soon will be faded...

para sa mga wholesome hahaha

2006-02-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

1. TAPSILOG - Tapa, Sinangag, Itlog
2. LONGSILOG - Longganisa, Sinangag, Itlog
3. HOTSILOG - Hotdog, Sinangag, Itlog
4. PORKSILOG - Baboy, Sinangag, Itlog
5. CHICKSILOG - Chicken Sinangag Itlog
6. AZUCARERA - Adobong Aso
7. LUGLOG - Lugaw, Itlog
8. PAKAPLOG - Pandesal, Kape, Itlog
9. KALOG - Kanin, Itlog
10. PAKALOG - Pandesal, Kanin, Itlog
11. MAALOG NA BETLOG - Maalat na Itlog, Pakbet, Itlog
12. BAHAW - kaning lamig ito pero may nagtinda, Bakang Inihaw
13. KALKAL - Kalderetang Kalabaw
14. HIMAS - Hipon Malasado
15. HIMAS SUSO - Hipon Malasado, Sugpo, Keso
16. HIMAS PEKPEK - Hipon Malasado, Kropek, Pinekpekan
17. PEKPEK MONG MALAKI - Kropek, Pinekpekan, Monggo, Malasado, Laing,Kilawin
18. DILA - Dinuguan, Laing
19. DILAAN MO - Dinuguan, Laing, Dalandan, Molo
20. BOKA BOKA - Bopis, Kanin, Bokayo, Kape
21. BOKA BOKA MO PA - Bopis Kanin, Bokayo, Kape, Molong Pancit
22. KANTOT - Kanin, Tortang Talong
23. KANTOT PA - Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit
24. SIGE KANTOT PA - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit

again and again and again

2006-02-17T10:07:00.000+08:00

woke up late again... pota... walang pumapasok sa isip ko na matinong i post... im so fucked up last night... i slept 4 around 9 and den hir i am feel so sleepy... i dont know what 2 do pa... pag gising ko pa ala tao d2 sa bahay pota... hmmm... salamat sa 4 kong klasmeyt kahapon na nagantay pa samin para lang sabay sabay kami kumain.. kaht late kami dumating... pansin ko lang... ngayong feb may pinakamaraming bdays debu na napuntahan ko and ders stil more bdays 2 come amf.. every wik ata 2 or 3 celebrants na kakilala ko ang nag cecelebrate... ohhh 2matanda na kau lahat hahaha....

hmmmm....

2006-02-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

i lost my fone... wel thats ol for now... zzzzzzzzzzzzz

see yah... zzzzzzzzzzz

Art of Waiting

2006-02-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

The English poet John Milton wrote that those who serve only also stand and wait. I think I would go further and say that those who wait render the highest form of service. Waiting requires more discipline, more self-control and emotional maturity, more unshakable faith in our cause, more unwavering hope in the future, more sustaining love in our hearts that all the greatest deeds of derring-do go by the name of action.Waiting is a mystery - a natural sacrament of life - there is a meaning hidden in all the times we have to wait.

It must be an important mystery because there is so much waiting in our lives. Everyday is filled with those little moments of waiting (testing our patience and our nerves, schooling us in self-control). We wait for meals to be served, for a letter to arrive, for afriend to call or show up for a date. We wait in line at cinemas and theaters, concerts and circuses. Our airline terminals, railway stations and bus depots aregreat temples of waiting filled with men and women who wait in joy for the arrival of a loved one - or wait in sadness to say goodbye and give the last wave of hand. We wait for springs to come - or autumn – for the rains to begin and stop. And we wait for ourselves to grow from childhood to maturity. We wait for those inner voices that tell us when we are ready for the next stop.We wait for graduation, for our first job, our first promotion. We wait for success and recognition. We wait to grow up - to reach the stage where we make our own decisions. We cannot remove this waiting from our lives. It is a part of the tapestry of living – the fabric in which the threads are woven to tell the story of our lives. Yet current philosophies would have us forget the need to wait. "Grab all the gusto you can get!" So reads one of America's greatest beer ads - get it now! Instant pleasure, instant transcendence. Do not wait for anything. Life is short - eat, drink and be merry because tomorrow you will die. And so they rationalize us into accepting unlicensed and irresponsible freedom - pre-marital sex and extra marital affairs - they warn against attachments and commitments - against expecting anything of anybody, or allowing them to expect anything of us - against dropping any anchors in the currents of our life that will cause us to hold and wait.

This may be the correct prescription for pleasure - but even that is fleeting and doubtful - what was it Shakespeare said about the mad pursuit of pleasure - "Past reason hunted, and once had, past reason hated."Not if we wish to be real human beings, spirit as well as flesh, soul as well as heart, we have to learn to wait. For if we never learn to wait, we will never learn to love someone other than ourselves.For most of all waiting means waiting for someone else. It is a mystery, brushing by our face everyday like a stray wind of leaf falling from a tree. Anyone who has loved knows how much waiting goes into it - how much waiting is important for love to grow, to flourish through a lifetime. Why is this? Why can we not have it right now what we so desperately want and need? Why must we wait - two years, three years – and seemingly waste so much time? You might as well ask why a tree should take so long to bear fruit – the seed to flower - carbon to change to diamond. There is no simple answer - no more than there is to life's other demands - having to say goodbye to someone you love because either you or they have made other commitments; or because they have to grow and find the meaning of their own lives - having yourself to leave home and loved ones to find your own path - good-byes, like waiting, are also sacraments of our lives.All we know is that growth - the budding, the flowering of love needs patient waiting. We have to give each other a time to grow. There is no way we can make someone else truly love us or we them, except through time. So we give each other that mysterious gift of waiting - of being present without asking demands and rewards. There is nothing harder to do than this. It truly tests the depth and sincerity of our love. But there is life in the gift we give. So lovers wait for each other - until they can see things the same way - or let each other freely see things in quite different ways.

There are times when lovers hurt each other and cannot regain the balance of intimacy of the way they were. They have to wait - in silence - but still present to each other - until the pain subsides to an ache and then only a memory and the threads of the tapestry can be woven together again in a single love story. What do we lose when we refuse to wait; when we try to findshortcuts through life - when we try to incubate love and rush blindly and foolishly into a commitment we are neither mature nor responsible enough to assume? We lose the hope of truly loving or of being loved. Think of all the great love stories of history and literature - isn't it of their very essence that they are filled with this strange but common mystery – that waiting is part of the substance -the basic fabric against which the story of that true love is written. How can we ever find either life or true love if we are too impatient to wait for it?Waiting is a good thing only if something is worth waiting for. How will you know if it's worth it? Gut feel. What if you don't trust your gut? Pray. You will be enlightened. Trust me. Is it wrong to expect while waiting? It's not wrong, but it will increase your chances of heartbreak and disappointment if things don't work out in the end.

Is it good to expect while waiting? It is better to HOPE. What's the difference between hoping and expecting? HOPING means you're open to either side of the coin landing though you're more inclined to believe that things will turn out well.EXPECTING means you're thinking single-track... which won't do you much good at all. What's the difference between waiting and expecting? EXPECTING is waiting for something TO DEFINITELY HAPPEN. WAITING is staying where you are, but not necessarily expecting something to happen definitely.Do you need assurance from someone you're waiting for while you're waiting? Ideally, yes. But realistically, do you really want assurance from this person? It's so easy to just point at something and make that the reason why you're waiting ("Because she said..." "Because he told me that..."). With WAITING, all you really can rely on are three things: your gut feel, your heart and mind. Just YOURSELF, not anyone else. So should you wait? What does your gut say? How doesyour heart feel? What does your mind think? If they're saying different things, keep asking yourself these three questions (and pray!) until you get a solid answer.THEN you'll know if he or she is worth waiting for.

the way love should be (i think)

2006-02-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost, what is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know when you love someone when you want him to be happy even if his happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try.

You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time, though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering, and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go.

We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us evenmore than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get back on the horse. But don't ever make the mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejections, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to risk your true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understandand try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or i tcan carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and thetears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks. Those were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a big risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.

Only love can fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall inlove. There's a time in our lives when we become afraid to love coz every time we do, we get hurt, then I figured that's why it's called falling in love. When you decide to love, allow it to grow. When you promise to love, refuse to let it die! keep on lovin!!!